Titanic sekarang kat TV2!!!!

Now u noe why i'm obsessed...LOL...

Also my recent post... on november 18th..

*My internal obsession...RMS titanic*

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Thanx!!!! (^_^)v...peace...

pembaca ke-1111.. hadiah baju dari sickNtired's label..yay.. \(^o^)/..

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Tadaaa..... 2 hari yang lepas... aku dapat nombor bertuah. Penat aku tunggu2 pembaca ke-1111. Sapekah pembaca itu. Aku pon tak taw. Aku berasa hepi sesangat ade jugak orang bace blog aku yang merepek nie. Sejak dari July 2009... blog nie di view 1111 kali. Makceh..Hahaha...

Tak caye?? Tengok nie.. hehe..

Sebagai hadiah dari aku... terimalah hadiah baju dari sickNtired labels. Hehe..

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Lakaran asal...

Inspirasi daripada: 
Cover album Avril Lavigne under my skin

Special thanx to sickNtired's production

Sape pembaca ke-1111 bagi alamat ek.. nanti saye pos.. makcehh... dan sape2 berminat.. ade kew berminat?? Limited nie.. mai3..Hahaha...

++ aku berasa lost (︶︹︺) ++

Its already 12.36 am in the morning & I still couldn't sleep. But I was lucky to have this blog as a guest for me to pour my feeling. Eventually, at 12.37 am i felt lost. Like a person who needs a life-direction to keep on living. Or.. shud i  say, i felt a sudden of emptiness.. 

I dunno why i'm playing spore:game. Its not my best interest at all. Maybe its because my friend, Muslim is always encouraging me to play. He said that these game is among the best games. I'm maybe bad at playing games but i'm still forcing myself into. I dunno.

• If someone have their favorite games which they major, i don't have at all.

• If someone have some talent that seems they're very good at, i don't have some.

• If someone have their own hobbies which give them so much enjoyment, i have none.

• If someone have their favourite subjects/course that they devoted to learn, i dont have at all.

• If someone have a family trip which give them a reason to live, i dont have it.

• If someone have someone to talk/proud about, i dont have any.
  

• If someone have a reason to wake up the next morning in excitement, i dont have that.

• If someone have their aims/goals in the future, seems i do not care enough.

• If someone have someone who looks so precious to them, i do not care to find any.

• If someone have a guts to do something, i do not have that guts.

• If someone have friends who always stay behind him/her, i do not have that.

• If someone have something to fill in their body, consumed it & make them alived... why i'm the one who felt the emptiness???

I'm so fragile & vulnerable right now, if someone take advantage on me & hold my hand to the darkside, i cannot do anything because i'm lost & clueless.

if its a cross-finger... its dangerous

ミ●﹏☉ミ

my.heart.n.soul

 Tinggal 9 hari lagi sebelum aku menjejak kaki ke negeri Selangor Darul Ehsan. Honestly, i'm a bit nervous because its been a long time i'm not staying dis far from home. Well, i hope i'll quickly adapt to these new enviroments. God speed.


Seperti mana yang aku slalu sebut kat entry lepas2.. aku tengah menunggu wambot aku panjang sikit. Kalo panjang sangat, Cik Hope cakap kang aku kene kejor Pak Gad lak.. hahaha.. gatai r Pak Gad tu.. hak3..

Kurenggg panjang lorrrr...

Zoom sikit...

Kureng kan?? Kalo aku gtau wambot aku natural dark brown caye x?? Hahaha...

Then....

Minah ni already off to UKM to further her Master study... mish u oredi lorrrr....

Next...

Farah, me & Abby... kuar sama2 sebelum aku & Farrah nak sambung blaja...huhu... Gambar blur sebab hp sony aku senang blur.. bkn cybershot katekan... Mish u too Abby... huhu...

Finally...

This precious little guy... i named him En. Mok (Gemok)... i'll mish u too... waaaa....

Seriously saying i will miss 3 of you a lot... its simply because all of u....

my♥&souL

..and i think its enuf for me.. 

o(╥﹏╥)o  

pergi merembat beg indie di India Street.. I.N.D.I E.. bukan India..+ bags for sale!!!

Aku nak citer sket pew yang berlaku arini. Arini aku kuar pg India Street dengan Farah & Abby. Fyi, Farah nak pergi sambung master kat UKM..huhu.. Ari ahad nie flight die. Btw, aku pon nak pg sambung blaja gak tak lame lagi. Tiket aku 1.1.2010.. 2 minggu lagi... New year lak tuuu... huhuhu... sape nak amek akuuuu..... waaaa....


Jadi, aku pon teringin la nak merembat beg sling indie utk kegunaanku ke kelas sebab beg sling indie aku yang sebelom nie aku bagi kat anak buah aku sbg buah tangan die balit bintulu. Chewahhh...hahaha. Kesian gak aku tgk die. Pew yang aku merepek nieee... adoyaiii.. Kawan aku gtau kat India Street banyak. Betoi kaaa idokk??? Ktorg pon pergi la tengok...

Paham kew idokkk?? Coba pahami...hahaha..

Dah tawaf satu India Street tak dak jgk yang berkenan, aku kureng gemar beg sling yang jenis kulit, then yang jenis shing2/licin-macam-plastik tu. Kendian Abby bwk ktorg pergi The Rock Shop... bukan berok ok...haha.. Memang lawa siot beg die tapi limited la. Sikit jew. Ada satu beg nie yang aku berkenan tapi rega die RM59/-. Alamakkk... aku terbawak wet RM60 jeww. Kalo aku taw... genti aku bawak lebih sket wet sebab aku budget nak beli yang rega 20, 30 jew..


Tak jadik la nak beli. Duit tak cukop walaupon hatiku merana... hahaha.. last2 Abby bwk pergi survey kat The Rock Shop len. Ade gak beg camtu. Rega sama. Selepas selesai sesi tawar-munawar.. aku tergezut berok!! Die bagi RM50/- jew... pew lagi.. terus rembat laaa... hahaha..


Jeng3.. inilah die... ada sama dgn korg tak??? Wat ku pergi kelaz jew... huhuhu...

Indie kah??? Sekatiiii jew haku..... indah dimataku...huhuhu...

Sesaje takde citer. Jom selongkar bilik aku tengok2 koleksi beg aku. Mane taw korang nak beli.. mari3... haha..

Beg diadora sling.... tak sure nak bawak skali kew tak...

Beg sling Adidas... beg nie memang common... mesti korang ade gak??... kalo kat UiTM ade sorang mamat nih same beg dgn aku... huhuhu...

Beg adidas nie pon common gak tapi aku jarang pakai sebab aku macam tak seswai jew pakai backpack punye bag... aiyoooo....

Haaaa.... seyesli beg ini memang TERAMAT common... kat uitm memang dah beribu2 lemon yang pakai... apatah lagi kat luar.. memang banyak.. kan3... really i tell you...

Beg kronos... ekceli beg nie untuk simpan kasut but etc... sebab beg nie berbentuk silinder. Beg nie memang pemes dolu2.. mase citer pe ye.. ala.. movie indon tu.. ada pakai beg sejibik silinder camnie. Terus aku pergi beli..... tapi dah kureng dah orang pakai skang...huhu...

Same gak... beg adidas jenis silinder bulat ... cita indon ape yew... aku dah lupe... alamak... huhuhu....

Nie la beg indie aku... indie kew??? Haha... kalo kat uitm memang banyak la dak laki pakai beg sangkut kat bahu camnie. Macam pompuan kan... tapi skang dah commonnn... aku mule2 tak brani juak. Tapi beg nie aku pegang kat tangan jew. Serupa itu macam budak2 skolah jepon maa... pegang beg kat tangan.. ada butul???

Macam nie lew.... kadang2 pegang kat tangan...

Kadang2 letak kat bahu pon leh gak... tapi memang beg dak laki la...

Ada berannnnn pakai beg macam dak skolah jepon?? Haha... Ade tak sape2 nak beli beg aku??? ... lai3.... Tapi undoubtedly, barang2 kat The Rock Shop memang lawa2 dowhhh... Sweater, fedora hat, jeans, kasut, truckers glitter2.. seyesli superbbb!!!!

:: RARELY being a 'DIVA STROP'..gulp! ::

'Diva'...erm... not-too-nice-word to describe people who just wrongly misbehavior. Me, sometimes (but very rare) when I was under some pressures or circumstances or beyond the control of my cerebrum brain... accidently experienced this kind of behavior.


For example, when i was going for my convocation last October. I was under pressure when my uncle who was the lead man of the tour always get pissed because of my slowish & blurrish attitude. My father was not coming because he got works... so.. me, my mother & my sis & my cousins families were together during the convocation's trip.


I was pretty stress because this trip is not-really-my-daily-trip compared to my uncle which he travel a lot.. so i easily get confused along the way, troubled myself, get scolded at the same time just because i was being a slow as slowmo & confused as psyduck??? Its my nature mehhh...huhuhu...


So, while i was boarding on the plane, I was confused of all the things & ignored my seats number while i just simply asked the steward whose incharged. He pointed out the seat & I just sat with confusion. My eyes was covered with blurry images.


Then, a woman came to the seats & sat next to the window. I was upset because that was my dreams seat. LoL. Then, she asked me about the seat's number & i answered her. She said that I got a wrong seat & I disagree because the steward just showed me the seat. Then, i asked for the steward to come & he said that he just got me a wrong seat.



I was so furious, I dragged my bag from the luggage compartment above me with anger. I heard the steward apologized from the end of my ears. I said..

" WHATEVER!!!"

OMG. I cannot believe what i just said?? That's not me. Must be some devil or Mariah Carey's spirit possessed me. I'm a nice guy & I'm not saying something offending. Its just not my forte.

That's what we called under pressure.

*********************************************


Then, the next incident when i was having a supper with Ammer at Kampung Baru where i heard someone asking for money which i gave him/her my back. Without thinking... i said..

"NO"

..without seeing him/her face. Ammer gave something to him/her & he received something like pocket tissue right on his palm. To my suprised, when that beggar passed through us, I saw a pathetic-blind-man with his wife asking money for something to eat maybe. I was so sympathy to see that & it was too late to give them something as they were already far away to reach.

ABC & the tissue...

At my hometown, there was this chinese-crazy-beggar who always bothering the customer while eating. He will not budged until he saw someone who was strict not to giving him any. My sis, my gf, my cousins were so afraid of him. Thats d reason when i saw such a familiar scene, i became strict without i noticed it myself.

Thats what we called... based on experience.

*********************************************


So, I would like to say a millions of sorry to those people because apparently its not my usual behaviour compared to my jovial, happy-go-lucky persona & i'm also a normal person who makes mistakes during my life phase. As the same as you.

Sorry again & next time please be civil... i plead you??

kenapa aku muncul as a lonely?? ::mnjawab persoalan mereka::

Aku baru dapat rumah sewa nie kat area sec. 7 shah alam. Ameer yang gitau link dak tu, aku pon msg2 la tanya. Ok la kot. Kalo tengok syarat2 nak masuk pon... ok la. Aku bleh cope. Insyaallah.. yang penting not a smoker. Haha.. aku tak smoke okayyyy... hehehe.. Yes, tick...


Tanspot pon mudah2an senang nak dapat, sementara waktu nie la.. tunggu sugardaddy aku beli moto ke. Senang sikit nak ulang-alik (bukan merempit ok).. Kalo beliau nak beli kancil bleh jugakkk... kecil tapak tangan, nyiru ku tadahkan... kan kawan2... haha..

Penat la... kalo bagi kete sport kew... takpon.. chopper kew...

Kawan aku gitau.. kat semenanjung, kancil lama 2nd hand harga die... 3 ribu lebih jeww??? Bior betik??? Tapi kene bayar cash la. Tol kew?? Mcm harga moto lak.


Lagi satu... nie penting... aku SANGAT BOSAN dengan pertanyaan sanak-saudara-sahabat-handai,



" Ko nak pergi belajar jauh2 nie.. pesal ko survived sorang2?? Mana kawan2 satu kos ko?Bawak la diorang dok rumah sewa sekali"


Ha... nie soklan bonus yang bosan dah aku nak eksplen. Bagi merungkai segala kekusutan, biarlah aku menerangkan satu persatu...

~Kenapa aku tak boleh bergantung kat sape2 kalo aku nak sambung blaja~

#1. Diploma Sains (2006~2009)... kursus kritikal yang dimajoriti oleh kaum wanita. Lelaki ciput je... dihujung semester (sem6)...kurang daripada 10 orang lelaki yang wujud (dismiss, quit etc).. x termasuk pondan. Wakaka...


#2. So, masa tu lelaki pon sikit... tambahan pula dalam budak2 lelaki...aku, ammer & aizat, barry sebagai budak non-resident (dok luar sbb tak dapat asrama)... jadi kami kurang rapat dengan budak2 lain.


#2. Mereka yang hidup berpuak2: budak pandai satu geng, suam2 kuku (macam aku) golongan minoriti (mati la aku kalo budak kelas aku baca)... hahaha...


#5. Nape tyme dgree tak dok dengan Ammer, Aizat & Barry

• Ammer... tak sambung degree sebab nak keje.

• Aizat... dok asrama uitm guna kabel sebab bapak die keja dengan MARA.

• Barry... sorry sangat2 Barry. Barry is a non-muslim. Bapak aku suh dok dengan orang muslim.

heran tol...

Aku pon heran... mana la pergi budak lelaki lain sama kelas dengan aku nie??? Aku pon bukak la contact dalam hp aku... Budak pompuan sama kelas aku dulu banyak la... takkan la nak dok dgn pompuan.. tak gitew??

• Danial... Tak sambung belajar agi... dengar cite dah keje jadi ambassador. Out.

• Farid... pon dah keje bank. Out.

• Halim, Haziq Thomas... satu geng bola... dah ade geng sesama budak pandai. Out.

• Husni... Budak pervert. Lelaki pompuan suma die raba. Out.

• Illyasak... Lepas diploma sambung blaja kat egpyt. Out.

• Rusnan... dah kawen. Out.
  

Tu je la budak laki kelas ku..boleh takkk??? Hahaha... mati la akuuuuuuu......


Dats why la aku kalo nak masuk dgree nie, tak dapat nak dok satu rumah dengan sapa2 budak kelas aku. Lagi satu aku kan lambat masuk, budak2 kelas aku..eh..bunyik macam banyak je.. cuba hitung.. tak termasuk dah keje & pergi obersi..haha.. yang dah masuk tu sume dah settle down. Aiyoooo....

Budak kos lain unite jew aku tengok...huhuhu...

Tapi jangan kesian kat aku sebab aku dah terlalu berdikari untuk semua ini ok. You were wrong if you think Im not survived!!!! Blurhahahaha... Kataku dengan tamak haloba... tapi baik hati.. ade kew???



p/s: Sekati la aku la nak cakap ape pon... blog aku... wekkkkkkkkk..... haha..

could i have this kiss forever

Masa jalan2 kat youtube..terjumpa lak video nie. Alamak... nie peberet lagu aku.. adoiiii... terpaksa la aku pura2 jadi Enrique kalo nak g karok nie.. yeyeyeyeh.... Whitney Houston... adehhh.. aku minat sangat kat minah nie.


Despite of her drug scandal, kena abused lagi oleh suami beliau (pew nie bang bobby!!), kesian sangat. Just sekarang dia dah tinggalkan si Bobby Brown yang bermasalah tu. Nampak sangat kesedihan die mase kene interview dalam rancangan Oprah tu. Dan, album comeback pon x menjadi sebab suara die dah berubah/lemah. Perform live pon, peminat komen sore die dah tak selantang dulu (fragile2 cenggitu).


But still... i love her no matter what. Her voice is so magical & powerful on her glorious era. Yey... Kak Whitney... saye nak beli album akak...hahaha...


Terimalah... duet peberet saya... could i have this kiss forever...

"Could I Have This Kiss Forever"

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

c/o
Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please

c/0

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

Best kan...aiyooo... begitu natural & flawless...



Teringat zaman muda2 dulu...

Matrik Labuan 2005...bersama pewn ku Pamela... aku so kurus... sekarang dah kembang, ada muscle sikit2... wekkkkkkk (muntahahahaha....)

cerita #1 (Tema: Keinsafan)

Ade satu kesah nie... pada satu malam yang sunyik2... aku sesaje takde keje(gedik) taruk la fake tatoo butterfly nie kat lengan aku. Ala...murah je... singgit 2 hengget camtu la..kat kedai cina banyak...wakakaka...


Lepas tu kan, aku TERtidoq... aku mimpi ngeriiii wooooo. Aku mimpi aku kat spital, dapat satu penyakit maut la (tak taw sakit apew), Doktor tu bilang(bhs indon sket) la... tapi aku xde la terlantar..takdak... juz aku masa tu duduk atas katil pesakit sambil memakai pakaian spital sambil merasakan duniaku sudah berakhir...bila kau putuskan aku..lalala...


Aku insaf sangat2 masa tu... yela hidup tak lama kan... nyesal pon tak guna jugak. Aku bermonolog dalaman, "alangkah indahnya jika aku masih sihat". Kataku sambil menangisi nasib diri..


Sedar2, aku rupanya bermimpi... cepat2 aku tengok butterfly kat tangan aku tu. Then, aku terus berlari masuk toilet & gosok kuat2 butterfly tu bagi hilang. Serammmm... huhuhuhu.... Nasib baek mimpi je. Astagfirullahalazimmmm...kataku mengucap panjang...


Tu je citer aku. Menginsafkan tak?? Jangan jadi macam aku k...huhuhu...



p/s: Recently busy sangat2, sebab banyak benda nak prepare. Yela, kate nak pergi sambung belajar kan. Nanti kalo ade kesempatan kite jumpe k. Toodle!!!

ngapainnn segala???

Sorry sebab memang lama sangat2 x update. Rekod paling lama x meng'update' blog. Huhuhu... sebok sangat lately... or pura2 sebok?? Hahaha... ye la.. sebok nak prepare pg degree kan..hehe..

So... ape yang terjadi lately??? Jeng3... tungguuuu...

Nape tangan aku ade butterfly?? Eish3...

Napew tangan aku seperti kena abused???

Tangan yang puteh melepak telah hilang serinya...

p/s: Lalalala....

tersebut la kisah...

• Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menyukai aku semasa aku di PLKN, tapi beliau sudah mempunyai kekasih disana. Akhirnya mereka berpisah kerana aku & aku berasa kekok dengan kejadian itu lantas menghindarkan diri.

• Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menyukai aku semasa di PLKN tetapi beliau dicintai oleh seorang pengkid lantas pengkid itu membawa aku untuk bersemuka selepas 1st date aku dengan wanita tersebut
  

• Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menggunakan aku sebagai umpan kemarahan kekasihnya semasa aku di matriks. Akhirnya, mereka berpisah & bekas kekasihnya memandang aku semacam saja sedangkan aku tidak bersalah.

• Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang lelaki biasa menyukai aku semasa aku di UiTM. Semasa hujung2 semester, beliau menelefon aku & menyebut "I Love You", tetapi aku mendiamkan diri saja tanpa ada perasaan. Semester kemudian, kami tidak berkawan lagi selepas itu kerana aku berasa kekok.
  

• Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menyukai aku semasa aku di UiTM, tetapi beliau seperti ingin menguasai aku, lantas aku terus menghindari beliau.

• Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang lelaki biasa menyukai aku dengan mengatakan aku antara 'crush'nya yang ada di UiTM, lantas aku bersikap biasa2 saja & berhati2 dengan beliau. Aku berasa kekok selepas itu.
  

melantak session...i luv Asian Food Channel (AFC)..

Saya berasa sangat gembira sebab dapat makan makanan yang sedap2 macam dalam afc. Walaupon tengok chef Jamie Oliver buat makanan macam sukati-die-je-nak-bantai tapi macam sedap je. Kalo pegi Hypermarket tengok barang2 makanan import, macam dalam afc lakz.

Hari nie makan kat Manhattan Fish Market, tapi tak macam pasar ikan pon. Apatah lagi macam Manhattan. Tapi makan ikan je lebih. Ikan pon sodap sesodap harga die.

Minah ikan tidak sabar menjamu selera.

Saya cool saja tapi minah ikan kelaparan...

Sekejap lagi diorang antar...

See...sodapnya....mari melantak..bismillahhhh...