++ aku berasa lost (︶︹︺) ++

Its already 12.36 am in the morning & I still couldn't sleep. But I was lucky to have this blog as a guest for me to pour my feeling. Eventually, at 12.37 am i felt lost. Like a person who needs a life-direction to keep on living. Or.. shud i  say, i felt a sudden of emptiness.. 

I dunno why i'm playing spore:game. Its not my best interest at all. Maybe its because my friend, Muslim is always encouraging me to play. He said that these game is among the best games. I'm maybe bad at playing games but i'm still forcing myself into. I dunno.

• If someone have their favorite games which they major, i don't have at all.

• If someone have some talent that seems they're very good at, i don't have some.

• If someone have their own hobbies which give them so much enjoyment, i have none.

• If someone have their favourite subjects/course that they devoted to learn, i dont have at all.

• If someone have a family trip which give them a reason to live, i dont have it.

• If someone have someone to talk/proud about, i dont have any.
  

• If someone have a reason to wake up the next morning in excitement, i dont have that.

• If someone have their aims/goals in the future, seems i do not care enough.

• If someone have someone who looks so precious to them, i do not care to find any.

• If someone have a guts to do something, i do not have that guts.

• If someone have friends who always stay behind him/her, i do not have that.

• If someone have something to fill in their body, consumed it & make them alived... why i'm the one who felt the emptiness???

I'm so fragile & vulnerable right now, if someone take advantage on me & hold my hand to the darkside, i cannot do anything because i'm lost & clueless.

if its a cross-finger... its dangerous

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