Mumbling to myself

               Despite of my mobile phone is back to normal since yesterday & I had decided the date for my return plane ticket to shah alam for that camping thing, I can’t help myself from worrying about certain things. Yeah, it’s 3.22 o’clock in the morning of Saturday.

         I watched again Juno last night. I was impressed about how much Juno takes problems upon her so calmly with highly spirit. I should too perhaps. Maybe I’m worry about my exam results due next week. I hope I done good. My friend, Afiq already had dismissal this semester. Without telling I already know the reason. He failed the subject 3 times.

          Must be pretty hard my life goes without him during my next semester. Maybe because I like to enslave him to do things although I can do on my own. I’m kinda mean right? But don’t judge, he is meaner than me.

       And I’m worried about my life & what I’m going to do with it. People around me had lived their life with job already. But I’m still struggling myself with studies. My mom even stressed me out by telling me how much she can’t wait to see me graduate & how much she regretted with her decision letting me continuing my degree if this is the time that I have to take. Understand what I mean? If she really felt that way, she shouldn’t let me at the first place. So why quit now? When I’m half-way already.

     Lastly, I hope Ameer can buy me the ticket A.S.A.P. because I don’t want to score a highly-priced ticket like last time. So not worth it like last time, I bought a plane ticket by FireFly and I even paid for the luggage for RM45 not including my ticket was RM190+ plus I don’t have any meal on that plane plus the plane was so bumpy in the sky I even think that I might die young.

SO NOT WORTH IT.

perlu ke orang bace blog aku?

      

       Aku dah berazam dengan diri aku sendiri yang aku akan merajinkan diri untuk tulis blog. Walaupon penulisan ntah pape. *sape suh bace* LOL. Tapi takpe la kan. BM saye A2 je. Habis kene marah cekgu BM. Ape lak. A2 pon ok pew. Kendian, aku nak tulis dalam BM je la. Kalo dalam tulis dalam English, nanti orang cakap martabatkan bahasa melayu lak. Baek lah. Hamba penurut perintah. 



      Bukan terer sangat pon English, pandai sikit2 pon sebab kawan2 aku banyak non-muslim. Diorang banyak cakap English, aku dengar la. Kendian, mak aku salu ajar aku English. Ajar grammar camtu mase aku skolah rendah. Aku salu jugak dengar lagu, citer diorg. Tapi cerekarama tetap di hati occay! Aku dan kawan aku salu buat ulasan lepas tengok cerekarama. Lawak kan.



         Mase beli woofer kat Low Yat aritu, ktorg deal la dengan salesman cine nie. Kawan aku tanye nape aku tak cakap English sedangkan English aku power. *power ke? Wekkk* Sebab aku suke dengar bangsa lain cakap melayu. Lagipun cine tu dulu cakap melayu, so nape tak teruskan je kan. Boleh diterima ke alasan tu? Haha.. Cakap English pon bile penting je, macam g interview ke, takpon kalo orang tu tak paham base Melayu. Leh la show off. *pitam*


           Arini kan, Ameer my bestfren datang umah aku. Die antar baju2 aku tertinggal kat umah die sebab aku nak pakai pergi kelas isnin nie. Then ktorg makan la ayam penyet tak jauh dari pusat komersial seksyen 7 shah alam nie. *Amboi.. panjangnye nyee..hahaha*. Mebi pekerja die sikit kot. Macam lambat sikit nak ambik order. Ade orang kat belakang aku, diorg baru datang. Lepas makanan ktorg sampai, borak2 la sambil makan.



          Then, orang belakang aku angkat dari kerusi terus blah camtu. Rupanya Ameer cakap, order diorg lambat sampai. Air je sampai dulu. Aku pon rase da lame diorg tunggu sebab ktorg berloyer buruk lame gak. Heran waiter kat kedai tu. Diorang cakap la same sendiri yg customer dah lari. Lepas tu ade yang pergi jenguk2 mane tau diorg ade lagi. Tapi memang dah takde pon. Jangan haraplah. Ameer cakap memang biase org wat camtu kalo order sangat lambat sampai tapi aku tak sampai hati lak. Kalo aku, aku bayar je minuman tu. Kang haram lak dalam badan kan.



           Kendian, aku pon balik rumah. Member aku pon balik jgk lepas shopping dengan awek die. Malam nie nak wat ape ea? Leh la g jalan2 dengan keta sebab member yang lagi sorang suh aku pegang keta die lepas die suh aku antar die g KTM Padang Jawa. Adakah ke Jusco Bukit Raja malam ini atau sekadar uptown jer?

jom! Go genting! (∩_∩)

Sebelum pose tu kan, kakak aku & kak sedara aku datang Key ell cuti2 malaysia. Lagipun diorg nak shopping, so aku n kazen aku yg study kat uitm shah alam tu dtg jgk la jenguk diorg. Saje2 nak mencukupkan korum. Penat wooo.. 3 hari berjalan non-stop, dah la aku tyme tu demam. Tak best jalan kalo demam. Huhuhu.. ktkorg dok kat hotel area jalan tar depan semua house tu. Nak soping g je kat bawah tu. haha...

 saje2... nyemak kat otel diorq.. kih3..

 hasil bersoping sakan

takottttttttttttttt

kazen aku. Study kat mahsa key ell.  wahaha.. tak takot ag dah

London ke?? ahaha~

pose terbaek dari haku *perasan*

adek kazen laki aku kat atas tu.. ktorg sebaya.. jgn pikir plek2 keyh.. haha.. makan laksa penang kat jusco midvalley... sedapppppp ngek!

kak sedare aku with his BF

kakak hakuuu jer...

Tobat tujuh keturunan aku tak nak naek benda nie ag...... waaaaaaaa

p/s: Nanti kite g ramai2 nak? Hehehe.. jom cuti malaysia.. wakaka~

salam ramadhan kali ke-3 sebagai blogger

Tak sangke ye neh dah kali ke-3 aku wat post pasal ramadhan sebagai seorang blogger. Pada 1hb 9 2008 aku wat post niat2 pose & aku still pakai post yg sama utk next ramadhan 2009. Dan taun neh aku pakai balik la.. copy & paste je..

sempena bulan ramadhan neh aku nak mengucapkan salam ramadhan kat sume blogger as well as family & friends. Kali neh berbeza sebab aku berpuasa di perantauan. Pasti berbeza & i miss home.

Okeh.. ape2 pon jgn lupa baca niat pose ekk.. haaaa.. oso jgn lupa pg tarawikh...

copy and paste je LOL......

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I'm so grateful becos of ramadhan has come again.... my heart feel very warm although my problems dat i have never being away..anyway...this is my gift to you...

Lafaz Niat Berbuka Puasa

" Yang bermaksud, Ya Allah keranaMu aku berpuasa, dengan Mu aku beriman, kepadaMu aku berserah dan dengan rezekiMu aku berbuka (puasa), dengan rahmat MU, Ya Allah Tuhan Maha Pengasih "

Lafaz Niat Puasa Sebulan" Yang bermaksud, Sahaja aku berpuasa sebulan pada bulan Ramadan bagi tahun ini kerana Allah Taala "

Lafaz Niat Puasa Harian" Yang bermaksud, Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari untuk menunaikan fardhu puasa pada bulan Ramadan bagi tahun ini kerana Allah Taala



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Tu jeee... selamat berpuasa!!!

lucu kan?

When i got something in my mind, i have to write it. Seriously. Jom aku gitau bende lucu berlaku baru2 neh. Dua hari lepas aku saje2 je pergi interview jadi waiter kat satu hotel kat Shah Alam neh. Supervisor tu, cakap ok boleh stat esok. Aku pon stat la keje esok arinye. Shif 7 pagi sampai 3 petang. Penat jugak la. Melayan customer, komplen makanan tak sedap la, blaja setting table, camne nak letak fork, spoon & tissue sume. Then, clear table kalo diorg dah habeskan makanan tuh.


Penat owhhh... aku takde duduk. Tapi aku sonok sebab aku jenis yang takleh dok diam. So aku ske la ke hulu-hilir. Ahaha~ Mesti ade jeee benda nak di buat. Tapi yang tak best nye, keje tu satu hari je offf-day. Nanti tyme raya diorang cakap cuti sehari-dua je. Aku neh da la asal Sarawak, mesti la nak balik kan. Cukup ke nak balik Sarawak nanti? Ahaha~


Last2, lepas pikir panjang malam tadi, aku rasa nak berenti je la. Baek aku berenti awal sebelom aku lama ag keje kat situ kan? Ahax! Aku dah bagi mesej kat supervisor kat situ, then aku nak kol die lagi nanti. Takpe kan, baru keje sehari dah berenti? Hahaha... Sebab aku ade offer yang lebih baek lagi. Nanti la gitau. Kesian jugak kat orang kat situ, penat2 je ajar aku semalam tapi takpe la, aku nie fast learner. Diorg tak susah pon. Kan2~

Bow Tie nak kene pulangkan ke? Eheheh~

lawatan sambiL xblaja @penang

Pada 12 Mei yang lalu, aku g Penang. Ekceli x rancang pon... Member aku ajak aku jumpa member lama kat USM Kampus Kejuruteraan kat Parit Buntar. Then, ktorg pon menjelajah la seluruh Pulau Pinang...

 Dalam KTM nie... 6 jam lebeh owhhhh...

Day #1: Butterworth shopping mall

Day #2: On the way pergi Pulau Pinang

My bestfriend, Stanley@staind..

Pit Stop #1: Komtar

Hebat tak aku main game dance? Stage 2 tuuuu... tp banyak orang tengok aku terlompat2 so.. I'm dismissed..haha..

Pit Stop #2: Taman Botani

Jalan2 luuuu.....

Adapted from 'Telephone" by Lady Gaga & Beyonce... yikes!!!

Taman yang santekkkkk....

 Staind & me, camwhoring...

4 of us... Matt, Burn, me & Staind...

Penang bridge?? I dun think sooo... LOL!

Pit Stop #3: Batu Ferringhi

Nak berakkkk.... tulun3...

Catwalk sebentar ok... ade offer wat show kat penang...ahax!

Groupie?

Familiar? Kapal titanic?

Pit Stop #4: Padang Kota

Haruslahhh...lalala...

BTW...

Happy wesak day & gawai festival..

There's quite a scene at section 2, shah alam

If u knew section.2, Shah Alam, there's a food court just next to KFC. That's where i spend almost of my time filling my appetite. LOL. Quite a number of food stall & variety of food to try on. But its not the food that distracted me. There's some kind of scene that really bothering me, which never been practiced in my hometown.


A beggar. Child's beggar. Mom's beggar. People beg for money. This scene is really bothering me & instantly kill my appetite. Not because I'm a cheapskate. No. These people who are so-called beggar force anyone who stop to eat to give them something, if not there won't budge!!! For god sake!!


Almost everyday, I'll come here to eat. And almost everyday they come to beg for money. What is this? A tax? For example, there's a boy come to our table & asked for money. After a few minutes, he still standing there. I was going to pull my wallet to give one ringgit but my friend insisted to give his.


Then, the boy went to another table. Aiyooo... same happened at the next day. If you lucky enough, you will enjoy your meal in peace. If you lucky enough laaa... LOL...


Then, a few days later I saw a little girl beg for money to a table which accommodated with a girls among my age. Maybe the girls are the students of UiTM. At first, they ignored the girl but surprisingly the girl waited at their table like 15 minutes!!! Quite a struggling act. LOL!!! Then, one of the girl pulled a one ringgit note and gave to the girl and then she moved away. Whattt??? What such a word should i describe this???
 

•  I dunno if this act is real or not. Are they really a beggar or some kind of syndicate behind it??

•  Why they seems so desperate looking for money?? Jobless?? Or homeless??

• Is it the 'mother' of they child's beggar really their mother or just some kind of cover??

•  Why no authorities take an actions??

 If they seems so helpless, i'm willing to join any charity works so that i can offer them a hand but in a right way, please.If they beg for money at only one time is ok, but if its everyday?? I'm not sure....

Sometimes the things you saw might be cheating your eyes...

aku membawa diri sorang2 ke KL o(╥﹏╥)o (pul bersyen)

Camner la aku nak update citer-aku-tiap2-ari-g-claz kalo citer yg dulu2 pon x tulis agi. Hahaha... lepas citer nie, aku akan tulis lak apa yang berlaku during my daily life ok. Bior aku tulih citer nie dulu k. Ok x??? Hehehe... (∩_∩)

Alkisah kan, sabtu lepas aku ikot rombongan (ye2 jew) member2 pergi jalan2 kat Klang. G Bukit Tinggi Shopping Centre. Diorang shopping la, aku idokkkk lewww. Sebab barang2 aku sume dah cukup. Kalo setakat shopping nak tambahkan koleksi, xyah r. Hehe.. Itulah aku.. then sebelom balik, ktorg singgah Jusco kat bawah tuuu... tapau sushi. Ingat nak makan kat umah... buah tangan katekannn...hehe.. ↖(^ω^)↗


Aku sampai umah kol 9 mlm camtu, mula2 member ajak makan sushi kat hostel Jati diorang kat sec.2, tapi kebetulan bas berenti kat depan umah aku. So, aku pon turun la. Babai kat diorang TETAPI sebenarnya, adalah sesuatu kesilapan ˙︿˙  yang teramat besar sebab aku turun kat situ...


Sebab sume housemate aku xde kat umah! Sume xde. Kunci aku pon kat rumate aku, sebab beliau slalu lewat g claz, so sape2 lewat kuar umah last person yg kuncikan. So aku pon bagi r kunci aku kat beliau. Tapi tak sangka sume tu menyusahkan. Sebelom tu, Kay dah msg aku tanye aku katne. Aku cakap, on d way. Tapi beliau lak xde kat umah. Kol & msg sume x dapat. Mana x nye aku dah macam orang sasau... waaaa... ミ●﹏☉ミ


Dah la dok kat negeri orang, x kenal sape2 lak tu. Aku nak merempat ktne?? Aku dah pikir, mati la aku tido kat luar nie. Geram + bengang jugak la kat si mamat nie. Mane ntah die pergi. So, aku tunggu jap kat tangga dalam setengah jam camtu. Lepas tu, Kay xde gak. So aku pon tunggu bas rapid nak pg sec.2, hostel member aku tu. Dah macam sundal (づ￣ ³￣)づ dah tunggu bas lewat2 malam. Cilakaaaa betollll... hahaha...



Sejam lebeh aku tunggu xde bas tuuuuu... sial. Aku dah teramat stress. U dont noe how much ok. Last2 aku kol member satu claz aku, suh antar aku kat sec.2. Syukur yang teramat. Mula2 beliau pon takut2 sebab die ade lesen L je. Then, ktorg pon memecut pg sec.2 sebab takot ade polis wat roadblock. Then, sampai la ktorg. Nasib bek hostel Jati x tutup agi. Selamat jugak gueee...huhu... Ekceli kan... aku yang sampai dulu kat umah, tp perjalanan selepas tu yang macam jauh jew. Ade kronologi agi. Hampehhhh jew... huhuhu...



Then, Kay try kol2 & msg aku tp aku x jawab. Hati gue bernanah... kate Kak Sarimah. Nanti2 la. Geram aku. Then , pagi2 buta lagi aku dah naek Bas Rapid U80 pergi KL Sentral. Aku sorang2 tuuu... aku pedulikkkk aper!!!!  Kebetulan nak jumpe Ameer nak amek calculator. Sampai kat KL Sentral, aku pon melantak (‵▽′)ψ  laaa kat burger king. Kesian kan aku??? Sushi yang aku beli semalam pon, dah hancus2. Malam td aku dah xde selera nak makan. Btw, aku x mandi 2 hari yakni, sabtu & ahad. 2 hari aku x balik umah. Betollll bhaiiii...huhuhu......

Silekan melantak...1,2,3.... huhuhu...

Ameer pon datang, aku dah mengadu kat die. Die pon paham. So untuk merelease tension aku, die bwk aku satu tempat. Kat bridge KLCC tuuuu...hehehe... best owhhhh... tapi aku gayat ⊙﹏⊙ sket la..

Nahhhh gambo... hehehe...

Sebelom naik.. amek gmbr kat kedai gift lu...

Then, tgk video 3D pasal KLCC japz..

Dahhhh.. selesai... jom naik!!!

start now.... posing2 model wannabe... hehehe...

aku gayat r sbnrnye... hehehe...

beranda nie scary-mary... haha...

dah ok dahhhh.... hehehe...

ameer... my best-friend!!! thanx weh...

tourist-guide KLCC amek gmbr..hahaha...

yayyyyyy....beriaaaaaa.....

lepak japz kt dpn KLCC tuuuu...hahaha.....

tadaaaaa.....

fountain tetiba berenti... huhuhu...

Selesai round2 KLCC, then ktorg pon balik la ke KL Sentral. Cessss... bas Ameer g PJ sampai dulu.  Aku dah cuak dah tunggu bas sorang2. Ade la yang lain tunggu bas, tp xtaw r diorng pg shah alam jugak x. Ade kew bas u80 nie?? Berdoa jew bas ade sbb aku tunggu bas kol 10 lebeh tu. Huhuhu... dah la mamat2 india pandang aku semacam macam nak rogol aku jew. Fakkkkkkkk uuuuuuuu!!!! 凸(⊙▂⊙✖ ) Mati la aku kalo xde bas. Naek teksi lew gamaknye. Huhuhu...



Last2 ade gak bas. Syukur amat2. Aku dok la sebelah lelaki india warga emas nie. Aku senyum kat die. Die tego aku, pg mana malam2 macam nie??? Sekali die bukak mulut, bau air setannnnnnn... siallllll betol la! Baru je nak hormat orang tua. Dah tu, siap raba2 aku lagi. (づ￣ ³￣)づ Ape ko ingat aku nie jantan sundal kew?? Setan betol! Kalo ko bukan orang tua, dah berterabo dah gigi ko aku tampar sampai telinga ko berdesing. Ko ingat aku x brani?? Tapi, mengenangkan ko tu warga emas aku pon bersabor lantas aku tukar seat kat depan.


Dengan amarah bermaharajelela, aku pon sampai r umah. Dekat nak kol 11 camtu. Tapi marah aku nie cepat reda sebab kegembiraan (◕‿◕✿) hari tu lebih banyak daripada peristiwa td. Xper... wa cool jeeee...hehe..


So, tension pon dah released. Skang aku dgn Kay pon dah ok. Aku nie jenis cepat memaafkan. Seyes. Hehe.. Amacam?? Its not easy to be me right??? Nie baru 0.5% kehidupan kat sini. Baru jer permulaan dah haru. Hehe.. tapi aku takkan berputus asa. FYI...

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THIS IS MY LIFE, THIS IS MY STORY....

its just a beginning....