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im so pathetic

2011-10-05T15:32:00.001+08:00

Just look at the date when was the last time I blogged. I bet nobody would bother themselves reading my blog right. Sokay. It doesnt bother me much either.

There so many going on with my life lately. I dont have much privacy to keep on blogging. Im at the library now and feel annoyed of how a sound of a girl munching a rice crackers who she sit near my seat. Im at the library since 9.30 am until now. But just then i started to do notes on physical & material strength which is entirely about psychics, i found myself so sleepy but i forced myself to write this because this is the only time i got. Btw, this laptop is not mine & the owner had some errand to do somewhere else.

But insyaallah i'll make an effort to blog and tell the stories of mine sooner. Take care!

Mumbling to myself

2011-07-06T13:00:00.002+08:00

Despite of my mobile phone is back to normal since yesterday & I had decided the date for my return plane ticket to shah alam for that camping thing, I can’t help myself from worrying about certain things. Yeah, it’s 3.22 o’clock in the morning of Saturday.

I watched again Juno last night. I was impressed about how much Juno takes problems upon her so calmly with highly spirit. I should too perhaps. Maybe I’m worry about my exam results due next week. I hope I done good. My friend, Afiq already had dismissal this semester. Without telling I already know the reason. He failed the subject 3 times.

Must be pretty hard my life goes without him during my next semester. Maybe because I like to enslave him to do things although I can do on my own. I’m kinda mean right? But don’t judge, he is meaner than me.

And I’m worried about my life & what I’m going to do with it. People around me had lived their life with job already. But I’m still struggling myself with studies. My mom even stressed me out by telling me how much she can’t wait to see me graduate & how much she regretted with her decision letting me continuing my degree if this is the time that I have to take. Understand what I mean? If she really felt that way, she shouldn’t let me at the first place. So why quit now? When I’m half-way already.

Lastly, I hope Ameer can buy me the ticket A.S.A.P. because I don’t want to score a highly-priced ticket like last time. So not worth it like last time, I bought a plane ticket by FireFly and I even paid for the luggage for RM45 not including my ticket was RM190+ plus I don’t have any meal on that plane plus the plane was so bumpy in the sky I even think that I might die young.

SO NOT WORTH IT.

kenapa mesti malu kalau kantoi?

2011-05-16T19:17:00.001+08:00

Mind if i say something?

Baru-baru ni ada kes student tangkap khalwat kat dalam library. I mean its not a typical khalwat but more to maksiat I guess. From my resource whom at the library during the time, the couple were caught while doing 'that' at hidden section at the second floor of the library.Where most of the students unaware of that hidden location. Me, i just noticed after the incident & after seeing those place, i couldnt agree more that its the most strategic place for student to have some romance. How gross is that? Get a room la guys.

I heard that, the incident happened on Saturday where most of the students were not at the library during the time & perhaps the couple take advantage of this. I can say that the place looks gloomy, hidden & of course with air-conditioning. How did the authority knew about this? Of course la by using their surveillance camera, CCTV. Stupid enough kan that couple? The grossest part is where the guy already bottomless when they were caught. Means that, the guy already put off his trousers. Erkkkk...

My resource said that the girl even cried & covered her face while brought away by the authority. The guy? I dunno whats the story.

My advice?

Tips: Next time when you are caught doing it at some public area or some cheap budget hotel, please make a proud face. Be proud. Walk with pride. Put on a smile is even better. Because it's not logic to be ashamed of it after doing that. Because if you ashamed before doing that, you'll not involved with this. Also means that, you are not ashamed doing it means you just being brave. You should be proud while before & after doing that. Have to be constant. To show you as the example to the others & no one can beat you like what you did.

Okay? Walk with pride & smile.

Yeah, you can walk like her. Absolutely.

Raja Lawak Fakulti Sains Gunaan (FSG)

2011-04-01T16:07:00.001+08:00

Tell you what...

its a TRUE story

a promise that a friend want me to

2011-03-24T13:46:00.001+08:00

1. I'll struggle for my first semester.

2. I'll try to perform my prayer.

3. I'll find a lot of friends.

4. I'll be happy all the time even without nobody by my side.

5. I want to find an answer/aim/goal in my life.

6. I'll be success no matter what happen.

happened recently mode malas

2011-03-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Recognize this comics? My favorite ever. My drawing influenced by this comics anyway. LOL.

Familliar with orange?? Hahaha.. Im the new orange!

*Perasan*

fasa seterusnya: Lebam

2011-01-23T16:24:00.001+08:00

Kalau hari-1, ke-2 kesan cubitan jadi merah2, hari ke-4, ke-5 baru jadi lebam. Boleh? Haha~

Kene buat panggillan Nur? Adoiiiiii.. hahaha~

kenapa perempuan cubit sakit?

2011-01-22T03:59:00.004+08:00

2 hari lepas kawan perempuan saya cubit saya sebab saya usik dia. Dia cubit saya kaw-kaw punya. Nanti kalau saya balas, orang cakap saya dayus. Sakit sangat. Saya sudah cakap kulit saya nipis hade kew? hahaha.. senang lebam. Terus jadi camnie.

Jom close up... huhu~

Sakit woooo... orang cakap lelaki tak elok berkulit cerah takut perempuan tak suka. Tapi dah semulajadi nak wat camne. TAK semestinya orang kulit cerah tu pondan ke, gay ke & tak macho ke & sbgnya.

Who are we to argue GOD?

You dare?

11 things we are not bestfriend

2011-01-16T11:35:00.000+08:00

#1. We are not bestfriend if you cannot accept the way I am which I have to be myself.

#2. We are not bestfriend if you keep complaining kind of T-shirt i wear. Doesnt matter if it has a strange looking cartoon or weird design on it.

#3. We are not bestfriend if you keep rattling about kind of jeans I wear. Doesnt matter if the jeans has a self-made hole at the knee or it was faded or the jeans are in other color than dark blue.

#4. We are not bestfriend if you annoyed about how hideous my hair style it or how messy it is.

#5. We are not bestfriend if you ignored me, went out with your friends almost everyday until late where its only time you feel enjoyed & happy but when you feel bored of them or you feel alone or be at the end of the day, then you remembered me.

#6. We are not bestfriend if we have a small fight, & we need some space for each other, your friends/supporter/bodyguards investigate me & gave me a look like I'm sorta top criminal that need to be vanguished.

#7. We are not bestfriend if you think that you think logically & relevantly all the time but you are not actually.

#8. We are not bestfriend if you missed someone but you strongly & confidently disagree about what I'm saying but it so OBVIOUS written on your face. Still you denied it.

#9. We are not bestfriend if you still go out with me with a sour face because you missed that person after he left but to my surprise you still denied it. I'm suggesting that we shouldnt go out because you're not that happy compared to when going out with that person or your friends, you're enjoy yourself to the fullest.

#10. We are not bestfriend if you keep comparing me with your popular, manly, stylish, social friends because I'm just being me.

#11. We are not bestfriend if you want your friends being so perfect, you should'nt befriend me. You should know that.

hari pertama full g klaz sebab semalam dah tuang klaz

2011-01-05T01:14:00.000+08:00

Tau ape jadik dengan moto aku? Aku punye la takde mood malam tadi. Susah hati sebenarnya, mata takleh tido. Sampai kemas bilik malam2 bute buang sampah ag. Klakar kan? Yela, skuter bukan sepuloh sen due posen. Mahal lerrr... mati la kalo bapak aku tau. Naya je. Pagi tu aku g klaz pon tak semangat, g kol 8.30 pagi tapi tengok jadual rupenye kol 9.30 baru stat. Gi library la melayan perasan. Then, 9.45 baru gerak. Sampai kat kelas je, aku tengok lecturer dah kuar dari kelas. Dah habis kot. Kejap je sebab baru minggu pertama kuliah. Aku missed kelas la tu.

Aku pon balik la umah sebab ade 2 jam lagi. Round2 depan kedai tu. Eh, nampak plak skuter aku! Wakaka!! Beta sukeeeeeeeee... aku pon suh la diorg cas bateri moto aku. Die cakap kene lame sket. Ah, tak kisah la. Asalkan starter dapat hidup. Susah la skuter pakai starter kaki.

Mood dah ok balik. G klaz, budak2 baru dalam klaz. Aku takde kawan so, aku pun mempasifkan diri. Kelas kimia lecturer suh carik group makmal. Aku pon macam malas nak fikir. Nanti2 la fikir. Sebab takde kawan sangat sebab klaz baru tak kenal sangat budak2 klaz. Aku pon merayau2 kat fakulti melayan perasaan sementara menunggu kelaz fizik. Then, aku dengar ade orang panggil nama aku. Rupenya ade dak mikrobiologi offer aku suh masuk group diorang. Eiii.. baeknye. Tak payah aku carik group. Thanx uolz. Betol. Seyes nie.

Tapi yang paling hepinye subjek matematik aku dapat pengecualian kredit sebab dah ambik mase diploma. Foundation of applied mathematic. Kire macam add math la. Beta gumbiraaaaaaa... kelas 2 jam ari selasa & rabu aku leh balik awal kol 3. Yayyyyyyy... tu je la nak cakap. Bosan kan. Sape suh bace. Gi jauh2 nu.

skuter aku hilang sebab? Jeng3~

2011-01-04T02:43:00.003+08:00

             Aku takleh tido malam nie dowh. Kalo aku risau, aku mesti kemas bilik. Buat2 busy. Buang sampah malam2 bute. Ko ade? Takde kan. Risaukan skuter aku macam hilang je. Takde plak kat depan umah aku. Petang tadi aku parking kat depan kedai moto sebab nak kasi cas bateri die. Tapi macam customer maha banyak so, aku biarkan la dulu. Lagipun ade moto blok skuter aku. Then petang pon cine tu ckp esok je cas bateri sebab dah tak sempat. Kedai dah nak tutup

         Then, aku blk umah la. Malam tu aku kuar kjp. Bila blk check skuter dah takde. Kene curik ke or kene alih? Aku dah tawaf pusing keliling takde pon. Kene curik ke? Tapi restoran khalifah 24 jam kat sebelah tu, salu ramai org. Sempat ke nak curik? Ntah. Misteri tol. So camne? Kalo takde rezeki nak wat camner kan. Beli baru ke? OMG! Pakai bas ke pg uitm? Adoi la. Jalan kali? Slim la kaki beta. Kaki je slim. Atas boyot.

          Hari nie ari 1st g fakulti dah kene tegur. Aku pakai baju kemeja, suar slack, jaket. Then mase nek lif, sorg lecturer badan2 besar nie tego aku, where is your tie. You suppose to where your tie on Monday. Kerek je. Aku cakap la, yeah i noe that. I just came & in hurry. Its in my bag actually. Later i'll wear it. Die cakap ape, you shudnt put your tie in your BLOODY bag. Mak ai.. rude nye. Bloody lak. Tau la encek pakai Britain nye English, cakap melayu sudah. Pe lagi die membebel mase kuar dari lif. Huhuhu~

     Dah tu je la. Esok nak tanye kedai moto tu ade tak nampak skuter aku.

perlu ke orang bace blog aku?

2011-01-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

       Aku dah berazam dengan diri aku sendiri yang aku akan merajinkan diri untuk tulis blog. Walaupon penulisan ntah pape. *sape suh bace* LOL. Tapi takpe la kan. BM saye A2 je. Habis kene marah cekgu BM. Ape lak. A2 pon ok pew. Kendian, aku nak tulis dalam BM je la. Kalo dalam tulis dalam English, nanti orang cakap martabatkan bahasa melayu lak. Baek lah. Hamba penurut perintah.

      Bukan terer sangat pon English, pandai sikit2 pon sebab kawan2 aku banyak non-muslim. Diorang banyak cakap English, aku dengar la. Kendian, mak aku salu ajar aku English. Ajar grammar camtu mase aku skolah rendah. Aku salu jugak dengar lagu, citer diorg. Tapi cerekarama tetap di hati occay! Aku dan kawan aku salu buat ulasan lepas tengok cerekarama. Lawak kan.

         Mase beli woofer kat Low Yat aritu, ktorg deal la dengan salesman cine nie. Kawan aku tanye nape aku tak cakap English sedangkan English aku power. *power ke? Wekkk* Sebab aku suke dengar bangsa lain cakap melayu. Lagipun cine tu dulu cakap melayu, so nape tak teruskan je kan. Boleh diterima ke alasan tu? Haha.. Cakap English pon bile penting je, macam g interview ke, takpon kalo orang tu tak paham base Melayu. Leh la show off. *pitam*

           Arini kan, Ameer my bestfren datang umah aku. Die antar baju2 aku tertinggal kat umah die sebab aku nak pakai pergi kelas isnin nie. Then ktorg makan la ayam penyet tak jauh dari pusat komersial seksyen 7 shah alam nie. *Amboi.. panjangnye nyee..hahaha*. Mebi pekerja die sikit kot. Macam lambat sikit nak ambik order. Ade orang kat belakang aku, diorg baru datang. Lepas makanan ktorg sampai, borak2 la sambil makan.

          Then, orang belakang aku angkat dari kerusi terus blah camtu. Rupanya Ameer cakap, order diorg lambat sampai. Air je sampai dulu. Aku pon rase da lame diorg tunggu sebab ktorg berloyer buruk lame gak. Heran waiter kat kedai tu. Diorang cakap la same sendiri yg customer dah lari. Lepas tu ade yang pergi jenguk2 mane tau diorg ade lagi. Tapi memang dah takde pon. Jangan haraplah. Ameer cakap memang biase org wat camtu kalo order sangat lambat sampai tapi aku tak sampai hati lak. Kalo aku, aku bayar je minuman tu. Kang haram lak dalam badan kan.

           Kendian, aku pon balik rumah. Member aku pon balik jgk lepas shopping dengan awek die. Malam nie nak wat ape ea? Leh la g jalan2 dengan keta sebab member yang lagi sorang suh aku pegang keta die lepas die suh aku antar die g KTM Padang Jawa. Adakah ke Jusco Bukit Raja malam ini atau sekadar uptown jer?

ini bukan post berunsur kenegerian ok!

2011-01-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

           Malaysia kan menang Piala Suzuki aritu. Aku pon ade tengok gak kat TV1. Punye la semangat sampai terjerit2 macam orang gile. Blom pernah agi semangat sungguh2 camnie. Ko ade? Haha.. Mase tu aku dah lame dah kat Shah Alam. Kawan2 aku blom balik lagi. Cuti sem katekan. Aku balik awal pon sebab dah janji dengan budak umah aku, aku nak pindah umah sebelum ujung bulan 12. Ade budak lain nak masuk so, aku kene la bawak kuar barang2 aku. Skang dah kat rumah sewa baru dah.

        Eh, apsal tetibe cite hal pindah? Bukan la bai. Nie nak habaq sal Piala Suzuki aritu. Tak kisah la nak nama Harimau Malaya ke Harimau Malaysia ke. Nanti kalo tarok Harimau Malaysia, orang komplen mase kalah dulu takde lak sibok2 nak letak Malaysia. Kalo tak letak, negeri lain terasa lak sebab nama Malaya. Ahhh.. aku tak kisah la. Asalkan menang sudah. Buat ape nak susah2 kan pale hotak nak argue tang tu tang ni. Then, aku mesej la kawan aku, orang ____ (die still bercuti kat umah) pasal Malaysia menang..

Aku: Malaysia menang weh! Haha...

Dia: Eh, ko pun hepy gak? Ko kan orang Sarawak. Haha...

Aku: So? Hade aku kesah?

Dia: Haha.. Marah lak. Gurau pun takleh. Ingat aku racist ke.. K la. Jumpa ahad nanti.

Aku: Ah. Sudah la ko.

     Sebenarnya aku dah bosan dengar lawak sinis camtu. Kalo sekali dua takpe jgk. Nie dah salu, bosan gak dengar. Pasal isu negeri nie aku salu dah dengar bende2 camnie sejak blaja kat Shah Alam. Budak nie cakap aku makan ulat mulong la. Cakap aku bukan melayu la. Ape ko ingat kat Sarawak takde orang melayu ke. Orang melayu populasi terbesar di bandaraya Kuching okay. Lepas tu, aku tak makan ulat mulong. Lebih kurang macam ko la. Suku kaum lain aku tak tau la. Kalo ade pon tu memang dah tradisi diorang. Who are we to argue?

      Pernah sekali aku gaduh dengan budak nie. Tak habis2 je dengan pandangan sempit die. Ko pergi la dulu tempat orang tengok camner. Mesti ko tak caye. Lebih maju dari ape yang ko tau. Aku salu dengar bende2 stereotype macam orang Sarawak pergi mane2 naik sampan, takpon dudok atas pokok. Klakar la. Tak pernah wujud pon camtu. Pergi la tanye sape2 yg pernah pergi Sarawak. Yang ko tengok dalam TV tu kat pedalaman, sebab nak tunjuk kan budaya kat Sarawak baru tunjukkan benda camtu. Sebenarnya sume dah moden. Setahu aku kebanyakan rumah panjang dah jadi rumah batu. Ala2 rumah teres camtu. Siap ade Astro internet lagi. Macam typical house jgk.

   Lepas tu cakap aku pelik tak makan sangat makanan kat kedai mamak. Makan pedas pun tak brape. Tapi ulat mulong makan lak. Adui. Punya la sakit hati aku dengar. Macam la ko tu bagus sangat. Dah ktorang memang tak brape nak makan makanan mamak sebab India atau India campuran bukan nye banyak pun kat Sarawak. So, camne ko bleh expect ktorg gemarkan makanan camtu. Sebenarnye banyak agi die cakap melalut ape ntah. Aku buat2 malas nak layan. Sakit jiwa aku nanti. LOL! By the way, hepi new year guys! (tetibe lak.. haha)

p/s: Tak kenal maka tak cinta.

Hepi Nu Year 2011!

seLamaT taHUN baRu 2011

2010-12-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

Have a great year ahead!

May god bless all of you.

jika kawan saya seorang lelaki menyukai saya, apa patut saya buat?

2010-12-25T02:20:00.005+08:00

*karangan ini hendaklah tidak melebihi dari 180 patah perkataan dan ditulis dalam Bahasa Melayu baku*

     Saya ada seorang kawan bernama Ali. Dia sebaya umur saya dan kami sama-sama belajar kursus yang sama. Saya mengenali dia baru setahun yang lalu dan saya dapati dia seorang yang kurang bersosial seperti remaja yang lain. Hati kecil saya berkata, baguslah begitu kerana tidak seperti remaja lain yang sangat bangga menjalani kehidupan yang sosial.

        Dia sudah mempunyai teman wanita tetapi bukan ditempat kami belajar. Teman wanitanya nun jauh di pantai timur. Saya tidak peduli sangat kerana itu adalah hal dia. Dia selalu tolong saya jika saya memerlukan bantuan dari segi pengangkutan. Semasa saya tidak dapat masuk rumah sewa saya kerana berkunci, dia yang menolong saya menghantar saya ke asrama kawan saya pada tengah-tengah malam. Kalau tidak tentu saya sudah tidur diluar. Tapi sekarang saya sudah ada skuter sendiri.

        Tetapi keperihatinan dia menakutkan saya. Dia selalu cakap dia bangga berkawan dengan orang Sarawak sebab orang Sarawak lain daripada yang lain kerana dia juga berkawan dengan kawan-kawan perempuan saya. Dia cakap orang Sarawak cantik-cantik, putih-putih & gebu-gebu. Saya kurang pasti pendapat dia kerana saya rasa biasa saja. Barangkali mungkin.

         Saya selalu suruh dia menghantar saya ke rumah kawan-kawan saya walaupun saya ada skuter sendiri tapi berasa malas pula mahu bawa skuter. Tidak pernah dia merungut. Selalu jugak itu. Saya rasa macam memperalatkan dia pula. Lepas lepak dengan kawan-kawan, saya suruh pula dia ambil saya. Kadang-kadang sampai pukul 1 hingga 2 pagi sanggup dia ambil saya. Lagipun malam dia lewat tidur. Kadang2 subuh baru tidur.

        Kalau pergi makan, mesti ajak saya makan. Kadang-kadang jika saya keluar dengan kawan-kawan, dia sanggup tunggu sampai lewat malam. Kemudian pergi ke restoran 24 jam seperti KFC atau McD atau kedai mamak 24 jam. Kalau saya kadang-kadang memasak dirumah, dia selalu cakap untung orang dapat saya. Saya berasa pelik. Tapi saya malas nak fikir. Kadang-kadang, saya malas nak layan dia sebab kadang-kadang dia cerewet. Kami tidak bertegur sapa selama beberapa hari. Kemudian dia beritahu kawan saya, nak pujuk saya sambil membawa bunga. Hati kecil saya berkata, gila apa.(betul kah ayat itu?)

         Selepas kami berbaik, saya pun sengaja bertanya soalan kepada dia sekadar untuk menguji. Saya tanya dia sayang saya atau tidak. Mula-mula dia tidak mahu jawab. Kemudian dia cakap dia sayang. Dia suruh saya tanya kawan saya berapa kali dia tanya tentang hal saya. Kemudian, saya ajak dia pergi Uptown. Dia cakap sebab nak keluar dengan saya, dia tidak pedulikan mesej teman wanita dia beri berkali-kali. Setelah balik dari tempat itu baru dia bermesej. Kami ada membeli T-Shirt infection di times square tapi berlainan corak. Sangat cantik rekaan infection. Saya nampak dia teruja. Saya menguji dia dengan bertanya supaya lain kali membeli couple T-Shirt. Dia cakap dia setuju. Tapi saya bukan serius pun mahu. Bergurau saja.

       Saya ada seorang kawan perempuan teman tapi mesra nama dia Aminah. Saya selalu keluar dengan Aminah dan rapat dengannya. Pada suatu hari, saya dan Ali berlepak bersama-sama di rumah saya, kemudian Aminah mesej saya ajak keluar. Saya pun beritahu Ali saya nak keluar. Kemudian saya ke bilik untuk menukar baju. Ali datang ke pintu bilik saya dan bertanya, adakah saya betul-betul mencintai Aminah. Saya rasa soalan itu pelik. Saya pun cakap saya malas nak jawab sebab soalan itu tidak perlu untuk dijawab.

       Saya ada mengajak Ali menghantar saya ke rumah kawan saya sebab saya hendak mengambil software dari kawan saya itu. Saya suruh Ali masuk ke dalam kawasan flat tapi dia tidak mahu sebab takut tidak lepas pengawal keselamatan. Saya tahu dia cerewet, jadi saya pun masuk lah berjumpa kawan saya. Pindah software mengambil masa juga. Setelah selesai, Ali tanya saya kenapa saya lambat sangat dan bertanya lagi saya berjumpa dengan siapa dan apa yang saya buat di sana. Sudah semestinya saya malas nak bersoal jawab dengan Ali sebab saya rasa soalan dia merepek macam kerepek.

Sudah seratus lapan puluh perkataan ke belum yer? Kurang pasti jugak. Begitulah cerita kawan saya. Saya harap dia tiada perasaan terhadap saya. Jika ada, saya akan berasa kekok. Sekian terima kasih. Wabilahitaufik walhidayah, assalamualaikum warahmatullahitaala wabarakatuh.

(180 patah perkataan)

Ever heard? A modern story of 'A Walk to Remember'

2010-11-07T06:42:00.003+08:00

It's been ages i didn't updated my blog (i guess). Just because of my daily life is so boring lately. But there's a story i'm going to share. Thus i'm a storyteller when it comes to writing. LOL. It's about a love story of 2 pure-hearted lovebirds that hardly united just because of some sad pathetic reasons. And this is a true story of a friend of mine.

There is a cute, fair skin & long hair women called Jesse. She is a non-muslim from Sarawak who studying in Shah Alam. She's known as a talkative, kindhearted, easygoing, a little tomboyish girl among of her friends. Which is why she have a lot of friends & people feel so comfortable around her. When its comes to a relationship (from her previous one), i trust that she is different from other girls. She's not a fussy one as well do not like to force anybody.

And there is a muslim man named Shah from Kuantan which resembled Mat Rempit, tall, dark skin, messy hair, ignorance, seems cannot be trusted-kind-of-person, always over the border, not appreciate people enough & likes to fool people around & messing with their feeling, rarely say thank you & couldn't care enough for anyone. But still he has good qualities. But when it comes to having a conversation, he always talk nicely. Likes to joke which is why people cannot take him seriously. Still have a nice heart & definitely a family man.

Both of them are my friends.

Why two of them become both?

Basically there were 4 people including Shah in a group plus Jesse. Obviously Jesse likes to help this lazy group of men. Sorry guys. LOL. For a certain reasons, 3 of Shah's friends splited their own way & left Shah with Jesse alone. Because of they always spend times together, some kind of funny feeling between them blossomed.

Shah always needed Jesse to help him for every assignment in his life. From waking him up for class until helping him to finish up his assignments (btw they're in the same course). For the record, although Jesse is so exhausted like hell helping this guy, she still doing so but having a sigh at the same time. Jesse always complaining to me that, Shah always mad at him when she called him to wake him up for class. But, he asked Jesse to do so the night before.

Its that funny enough? :p

Shah always mentioned that he's not looking Jesse as a girl because she always hang out with guys. Sometimes it hurt Jesse so bad but she just keep it to herself. Shah even talked roughly like sometimes rising his voice when Jesse interrupting him. Jesse had told me that she even cried when he did that but not in the present of Shah definitely.

But yes, there are some good qualities of this guy despite of his annoying & childish attitude (according to Jesse). He always accompanied Jesse wherever Jesse go although he has a lot of guy friends. He will contribute his 100% of dedication when doing assignments with Jesse. Both of them will meet up at some place (mostly at KFC) & discussing until late at night. Shah also not hesitated to help Jesse for whatever she requested. He even give Jesse some gift ( 3 kind of gift and one of them a sweater & she refuse it).

Is that a clue of something going on between them? Like a puzzle needed to be completed? Ha!

You have to wait to see what happened between them that will touch your heart.

To be continued... because i'm so damn sleepy right now. Zzzzzz~

i'm not proud of myself

2010-10-16T15:48:00.007+08:00

WARNING: Don't bother to read this because this is my personal blog & if you feel annoyed, please leave this page. TQ.

If i said i'm not a religous kind of person despite of my islamic name, shud i be proud of person I am? Certainly not. But that doesn't mean that I'm not looking for the right path of my life. Doesn't mean that I show disrespect towards people who practicing it. Doesn't mean that I give them a 'look' when i see them anywhere. I still respect my religious but i need some time to find the right path of my life.

When azan is performed, I'll stop talking & laughing. I even lower the volume of the television. During ceramah agama in television, I still listen & watch the program. I didn't dissed the show. During, my islamic class, i sit in front & listen carefully because only that specific time I can gain my knowledge about Islam. I still greet my friends "Assalamualaikum" & " Waalaikummusalam". I even interested to listen when my friend talk about knowledge of Islam that I seldom heard of.

People cannot blame me for lack of Islamic Knowledge but that doesn't mean I'm not searching for it. You cannot judge me before you know me well.. Look at my background. My parents do not bother forcing me to perform 5 times prayer. My mother & my sister even do not wear tudung. My dad only do Maghrib & Isya' prayer at the mosque just because he is a AJK of the resident's mosque. My parents do not scold my sister & I when we colored our hair or when I wear silver necklace or when I wear earrings. Furthermore, my friends are mostly non-muslim, they respect me & I respect them too. Moreover my friends like to socialize. But that doesn't mean that I'm so proud of doing all of those things. If you think so, you're so wrong.

In life, i always being teased because of this. My friends even said,

" Hey, I didnt know that you can recite kalimah syahadah."

" Hey, i didnt know that you can perform a prayer because i never saw you did one."

" Hey your name didn't match you act & appearance "

My sister give me a smirk when she see me taking wudu' to perform my prayer. She even say," Since when you repent? " Those words lowered my confidence & fire immediately. Some of my friend also make fun of my mistakes in life. Like selling those story to other people so that i'll look bad. I'm not proud of doing that thing, I still fell ashamed when they talked about it. I'm not like the other kid, who think they so modern in these urban world which they have to fit in with all the global culture. I'm not like those spoil rich kid that have all these sport cars, social life, love clubbing, do drugs,drink the devil's drink & do random sex & proud of their social life. I'm not like THAT majority.

Now, I'm searching for the right path of my life. But its a gradually process. I still searching for the right friends who can give me a guidance towards these new life but not the one who take advantage on me. Because I so fragile & vulnerable from the inside. If someone take advantage on me & hold my hand to the darkside, i cannot do anything because i'm lost & clueless. ( I had write about this on previous post aite? Ahax)

if its a cross-finger... its dangerous

ミ●﹏☉ミ

Mood: Tiada perasaan

2010-10-09T15:19:00.000+08:00

Nak cakap, sori la kepada kawan2 blogger lame tak update sejak dari raya aritu. Takde idea lagi. Huhuhu... camne ek? Fening kepala haku takde idea neh. Ermmm... kepada blogger yg singgah kat blog nie, yg komen kat chatbox, thanx la ye. Nanti saye follow korang. Don't worry.

Then, kepada blogger2 yg lame haku x komen blog diorg, nanti aku komen la yeee.. then lastly kepada pengomen setia, encek Azli, sori sangat tak reply komen ko & sori tak menyinggah kat blog ko. Sattt naaaa.. nanti haku berkunjung jugak kat blog kawan2 kuuuu... have a nice day!!

ego oh ego... can u step down please?

2010-08-20T05:14:00.002+08:00

Speaking of ego, there's a lot of to talk about because recently I'm suffered from this sickness. Not me but from someone else and someone else too. Because of ego, i feel very annoyed. My inner-self told me that ego is not that important at during some part of our life where sometimes we have to lower it down to make a win2 situation. Its not a matter of who-will-asked-who-first, or who-will-talked-to-who-first. I'm saying this because i'm just too tired to go through this environment that full of egoist people.

I put my ego during a certain little preferable time, not like some people that i knew. For example, during a particular scene, i noticed "x" walked pass behind me but he just do nothing. I rather bet a million ringgit if he didnt notice my back & my skuter. No "hi". Because his ego is too high too say "hi" to me. Its a matter of who-say-"hi"-to-who-first. If i'm the one first, his ego will rising up & he will feel noble but if he did first, its likewise.

Also when buzzing people on yahoo mesengger(ym), a person who buzzed-someone-else means that he needed to talk or chat with the person he buzzed. As a result, the person who he buzzing to, will feel proud, more dignity & have a high self-esteem just because of a matter of who-buzzed-who.

Then, a matter of who-texted-who, or who-called-who-first will make the other person who received the text or the call will be so arrogant or boastful after they fight at some particular time. That is ego. When he did not texted back or called back, its just feel enough for him because the other person had just texted him or called him. He might thinks that the person might be do the actions again at some time.

Do you get what I stated above? If you disagree means u egoist. LOL~

jom! Go genting! (∩_∩)

2010-08-16T15:35:00.001+08:00

Sebelum pose tu kan, kakak aku & kak sedara aku datang Key ell cuti2 malaysia. Lagipun diorg nak shopping, so aku n kazen aku yg study kat uitm shah alam tu dtg jgk la jenguk diorg. Saje2 nak mencukupkan korum. Penat wooo.. 3 hari berjalan non-stop, dah la aku tyme tu demam. Tak best jalan kalo demam. Huhuhu.. ktkorg dok kat hotel area jalan tar depan semua house tu. Nak soping g je kat bawah tu. haha...

saje2... nyemak kat otel diorq.. kih3..

hasil bersoping sakan

takottttttttttttttt

kazen aku. Study kat mahsa key ell. wahaha.. tak takot ag dah

London ke?? ahaha~

pose terbaek dari haku *perasan*

adek kazen laki aku kat atas tu.. ktorg sebaya.. jgn pikir plek2 keyh.. haha.. makan laksa penang kat jusco midvalley... sedapppppp ngek!

kak sedare aku with his BF

kakak hakuuu jer...

Tobat tujuh keturunan aku tak nak naek benda nie ag...... waaaaaaaa

p/s: Nanti kite g ramai2 nak? Hehehe.. jom cuti malaysia.. wakaka~

things that I don't understand myself

2010-08-13T15:41:00.003+08:00

#1. When a friend asked me to lend him some money, I just gave to him without questioning because I knew that he has his own reasons BUT why when I need help, he questioning me & judge me?

#2. When a friend asked me to accompany him to eat something anywhere just because he was hungry at the middle of the night, I just agree & forced myself although I'm kinda sleepy at that time BUT why when I asked him to do the same thing, he has a lot of excuses?

#3. When a friend asked me a questions or talking to me when I have a lot of things to do, I still chatting with him BUT why when I asked him a question or just wanna talk, when he was busy or online-ing, he totally ignored me?

#4. When a friend post something inappropriate about me in Facebook for the whole world to know & put some kind of bad adjectives/titles to me without knowing me more further (judge me!), I'm still okay with that BUT why I cannot post something like that which is i do not have that gut like everybody else?

p/s: Maybe I'm the problem itself.. yikes!

salam ramadhan kali ke-3 sebagai blogger

2010-08-10T16:45:00.001+08:00

Tak sangke ye neh dah kali ke-3 aku wat post pasal ramadhan sebagai seorang blogger. Pada 1hb 9 2008 aku wat post niat2 pose & aku still pakai post yg sama utk next ramadhan 2009. Dan taun neh aku pakai balik la.. copy & paste je..

sempena bulan ramadhan neh aku nak mengucapkan salam ramadhan kat sume blogger as well as family & friends. Kali neh berbeza sebab aku berpuasa di perantauan. Pasti berbeza & i miss home.

Okeh.. ape2 pon jgn lupa baca niat pose ekk.. haaaa.. oso jgn lupa pg tarawikh...

copy and paste je LOL......

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I'm so grateful becos of ramadhan has come again.... my heart feel very warm although my problems dat i have never being away..anyway...this is my gift to you...

Lafaz Niat Berbuka Puasa

" Yang bermaksud, Ya Allah keranaMu aku berpuasa, dengan Mu aku beriman, kepadaMu aku berserah dan dengan rezekiMu aku berbuka (puasa), dengan rahmat MU, Ya Allah Tuhan Maha Pengasih "

Lafaz Niat Puasa Sebulan" Yang bermaksud, Sahaja aku berpuasa sebulan pada bulan Ramadan bagi tahun ini kerana Allah Taala "

Lafaz Niat Puasa Harian" Yang bermaksud, Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari untuk menunaikan fardhu puasa pada bulan Ramadan bagi tahun ini kerana Allah Taala

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Tu jeee... selamat berpuasa!!!

Makceh beri award.. len kali beri la agi keyh~

2010-08-02T17:30:00.001+08:00

Yayyyy... pes tyme dapat award camneh.. betol wa tak tipu lu. Makceh ye kat Miss Diva neh. Secara official nya, Miss Diva la pemberi award yg pertama kepada aku. Sakai wooooooo.. LOL. Makceh jugak kepada sape2 yg ske membaca blog aku yang remeh-temeh nie. Aku cuba menvariasinya lagi keyh. Okeyh3!!

p/s: Nak tanye.. sape yg buat award neh? Bleh ke bagi sekati2 kt org ea? Kalo buat sendiri design die leh tak? Ahaha~

Makcehhhh~ Muaaacccxxxxxxxx~

my ideal boyfriend

2010-07-30T13:40:00.007+08:00

Girls today are very demand$ when it comes to "a perfect boyfriend". They have expectations & specifications & requirements. But they themselves are not perfect either. Term like " an ideal boyfriend" is not exist in a real world. Be realistic girls!

They expect higher on man, because they want to be cool & want to be equal to their surroundings. They adore man with sportsman's resume, they crazy about taller & skinny one, they want a stylish man & bad boy type, they want the hunky & manly face, dark skin & a lot of money in their BF's pocket.

FYI, that type of man NEVER exist. Each one of man have a weakness once you knew them. They might look perfect but i doubt that they really that perfect. For example, I'm kinda well-mannered person. People thinks that sissy or whatsoever. But why i feeling so digusting when i saw a man carrying his GF's handbag on his shoulders like he owns it? Just because he has so-called an "ideal physical" so he get a free pass? I bet if i'm doing that people will thinks i'm sissy.

Its because im not kinda a romantic guy although im a well-mannered person aka good boy. Girls should adore me for that because not-romantic attitude will shows that I'm a cool person but thats stereotype & i hate it.

The 2nd situation, where i was washing my hand after lunch at a food stall & there was a guy washing hands beside me that look really fierce.

He has a straight face, fierce one, skinny abdomen, tall & typical guy today. But to my suprise, his ringtone was "Rah-Rah-Ah-Ah-Ah. Roma-Roma-Ma. Gaga-Oh-Lala. Want your bad Romance~". What the hell is that?? LOL! That sounds GAY! Im not even put any Lady Gaga's song as my ringtone. Hah! Thats what you called an ideal one? Bitch! Move on Byotch! LOL!~

lagu no 1 dlm hidup u?

2010-07-28T19:08:00.001+08:00

lagu no. 1?? banyak wooo... im sooo into the music. I have guitar at my home, a piles of music notes, i oso can sing quite well (u can say dat.. LOL). I had joined orchestra during my high school where i played trumpet. I joined oso my school marching band.. So, if u asked me about my no. 1 song in my life, theres a lot actually. My favourite song list af all tyme are miss u by blink182, wherever u will go by the calling, big yellow taxi by counting crows, superman by foo fightings, sunrise by norah jones, torn by natalie imbruglia. I love whitney houston, incubus, weezer, avril lavigne, brits indie & local scene.

Ask me anything

Tak nyesal tukar course? Napa tak teruskan saje?

2010-07-28T19:04:00.002+08:00

menyesal? tak kot. Saye ok je. Haha.. Minat nak dipupuk pon xleh sebab kalo paksa2 nanti stress. Its better this way & im never being happier like this. Give me time to rearrange back my goal in life. People may be brag about learning biology or anything science but not me. People shud think dat, despite learning science we oso can achieve greatness & success in life. Juz my 2 cent~

Ask me anything

kalau awak nak kapel kan, awak ske yg dri negeri mane?

2010-07-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

kapel dari negeri mane? Peliknye soklan..ehehe.. Negeri mana2 pon x kesah. Planet Zargus pon bleh. Saye x memilih kalo sudah jodoh org melayu ke, cina ke, omputeh ke, africa ke, brazil ke aka alessandra ambrosio ke saya trime jer. Ahaha~ jodoh kan dtentukan tuhan. Kan3~

Ask me anything

lucu kan?

2010-07-21T10:04:00.000+08:00

When i got something in my mind, i have to write it. Seriously. Jom aku gitau bende lucu berlaku baru2 neh. Dua hari lepas aku saje2 je pergi interview jadi waiter kat satu hotel kat Shah Alam neh. Supervisor tu, cakap ok boleh stat esok. Aku pon stat la keje esok arinye. Shif 7 pagi sampai 3 petang. Penat jugak la. Melayan customer, komplen makanan tak sedap la, blaja setting table, camne nak letak fork, spoon & tissue sume. Then, clear table kalo diorg dah habeskan makanan tuh.

Penat owhhh... aku takde duduk. Tapi aku sonok sebab aku jenis yang takleh dok diam. So aku ske la ke hulu-hilir. Ahaha~ Mesti ade jeee benda nak di buat. Tapi yang tak best nye, keje tu satu hari je offf-day. Nanti tyme raya diorang cakap cuti sehari-dua je. Aku neh da la asal Sarawak, mesti la nak balik kan. Cukup ke nak balik Sarawak nanti? Ahaha~

Last2, lepas pikir panjang malam tadi, aku rasa nak berenti je la. Baek aku berenti awal sebelom aku lama ag keje kat situ kan? Ahax! Aku dah bagi mesej kat supervisor kat situ, then aku nak kol die lagi nanti. Takpe kan, baru keje sehari dah berenti? Hahaha... Sebab aku ade offer yang lebih baek lagi. Nanti la gitau. Kesian jugak kat orang kat situ, penat2 je ajar aku semalam tapi takpe la, aku nie fast learner. Diorg tak susah pon. Kan2~

Bow Tie nak kene pulangkan ke? Eheheh~

i'm a risk taker

2010-07-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

For your information, I had quit my course in UiTM which is Biology. The course apparently is not my will but my fathers. I'm more into Art & Design but I was forbid to apply for the course. Why my parents has to control my life & decide whatever the options that I have? Why I cannot make my own? What so great about learning science?

Right now they doesn't know I'm quitting. I stay at my house in Shah Alam right now. My pointers for last semester is quite good but I decide to quit. Biology is all about memorizing which torture me.I'm just sick & tired to learn any science right now. I need to changed my field I guess. I hate memorizing and I only use my understanding while learning Biology which is not enough. I had to learn triple hard than other people because I'm not Biology type.

I'm still young & need no rush to finish studying just because I worried of my age. Studying has no boundaries. Maybe its time for me to think about myself other than worry about how people think of me or how I'm going to save my parents face. I'm going to apply Art & Design course next semester. I don't care. This is my passion. This is my dream. Pray for me.

Can't waittttttttttt!!!!!!!!!

vavi? ⊙﹏⊙

2010-07-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

i baru je bca blog u.menarik. ni nk tnya sket. org sarawak ni mmg ensem2 ke? coz ramai geng sya yg dri sana sume ensem t'msk la u jgak.. trimas!

2010-06-28T13:22:00.002+08:00

orang sarawak ensem2 kew? haha... ermm.. camne nak cakap ekk?? kalo kat sarawak memang "a common face" kat cni. Typical face & boleh la dikatakan ramai muka camtu.. (omg!) ahaha.. Mebi sebab ktorg campur macam2 suku kaum kot. Agak susah nak bezakan muslim & non-muslim sebab muka seakan2 sama. Melayu tulen pun org cakap campur tp xde campur pon sbnrnye.. macam saya! haha... kalo nak tengok betol ke x, pergi la kat sarawak! Hahaha... btw, thanx 4 d question & stop by at my blog!

Ask me anything

ask me anything ........... (づ￣ ³￣)づ ❤

2010-06-27T15:06:00.005+08:00

Lama gak x hapdate blog... busy sket je.. (atau buat2 busy ke?). Baru2 nie, member aku introduce kat aku satu application nama die, formspring.me. Best gak la. Die macam website ko jawab soklan kat sape2 yang tanye soklan kat profile formspring ko tuh. Hahaha.. layan gak la walaupon ade soklan yang merepek2. Tp xpe, aku jawab x kire bangsa, agama & kenegaraan (bolehhh??).

So, kalo ade sesape nak bertanye tu leh je. Aku pendengar & pemberi nasihat yang baek (ehem2..). Tak kire la soklan duniawi waima soklan hal akhirat, soklan cintan-cintun, soklan bapak2 @ makcik2, soklan budak skolah nak jawab exam atau soklan merepek2 jugak diterima. Sekian terima kasut..(◡‿◡✿)

Contoh2 soklan:

#1. Soklan berbaur kontroversi..

Translation:

Anonymous: Apa hubungan u dengan Siddiq? Macam intim je..jeles i...

Abby: Siddiq adalah persis adik, abang kepada saya. Merangkap kroni jalan2 cari makan, merangkap kroni jalan2 cari pasal dan yang bersekutu dengannya. Boleh? Dan juga merangkap teman berbicara, merepek, mengumpat sejak dari azali, sejak ktorg highschool sehingga sekarang. These words cant even potrays how being close we are to each others. ahahaha... terus cakap London uoollzz...

Soklan dari anonymous yang bertanye kat member aku Abby. BTW Abby! Good answer!!! Yay!

#2. Soklan berbaur kedegilan..hehe..

Translation:

Anonymous: Masih nak bertanye hal Siddiq. Awak memang rapat dengan die kan? Bleh tak tolong kapelkan kami berdua?

Abby: Hmmmm. Nampaknye awak memang betol2 ske kat Siddiq ye? Dari segi menjodohkan BFF dengan sape2, awak kene isi borang dulu uollz. Banyak kriteria diperlukan ye adik kakak sekalian. Eh adik jerr. Saya perlu tau awak sape, sejak bile ske kat Siddiq nie, dok katne, sebelum nie boipren lame camne? Sape? Hensem tak? Stail rambut awak, awak tinggi ke rendah, umur. Haha.. tq.

#3. Soklan berbaur kesihatan..

Translation:

Anonymous: Saye pening sekarang nie. Ade ubat untuk menghilangkan pening tak?

Siddiq: Pening camne tu ehhh? Ade macam2 pening. Kalo pening, silakan menelan panadol, atau pergi karaoke kew... kalo masih jugak, tido je la.... gerenti pening kurang... paling mujarab, bawak sembahyang!

#4. Soklan berbaur fashion/trend..

#5. Soklan berbaur merepek...

Translation:

Anonymous: Diq, saye ade masalah r... gigi anak kucing saye dah nak patah. Perlu ke saye tolong mematahkan gigi tersebut atau biar jer? Boleh tumbuh balik tak gigi tersebut?

Siddiq: Senang jerrr... letak lew gigi palsu kat kucing tuuu... atau tanam gigi baru ala2 aishah & claudia af7..

Malu bertanya sesat jalannnn ye kawan-kawannnn......

kenak polah o(╥﹏╥)o

2010-06-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

Baruk-baruk tok juak, aku tauk abg sedara merangkap anak-sulung-abg-mak aku sakit koh. Doktor kat HUS pun sik maok nahan nya. Cdak madah sikda pa2. Lekak berubat dengan dak ustaz, cdak family abg sedara aku tek dipadah, nya tek kenak polah orang melalui barang makan tyme kat tempat keja. Adohehhh... bahaya owh kinek tok... kita bait gilak pun susah, jaik pun susah juak.

Maka zaman dah millennium masih juak orang ngamal benda-benda camtok. Jangan lah kita nyihir orang owhhhhh, sengsara orang ya bah oleh sakit2 ya. Mun kita sakit hati pun, kenak sik serahkan bulat2 jak kat Tuhan, Tuhan kan ada. Biar la Tuhan yang menghukum, bukan kita. Tok baruk cgek, ada duak igek gik kes yang berlaku kat sedara mara ku ehh...

Kazen aku tok dah berbini, bini nya pun terkenak juak. Tedah ehhh... anak nya gik kecik2. Lemah nyawa ku ngenang. Sik la ati ku buruk gilak sik ngenang koh. Marek, bini nya gik terkenak. Duak2 lalu sakit. Lakinya tek pande macam khayal2 camya, pande sik mok gilak berklaka. Berubat nang masih la. Salah satu ikhtiar. Sik putus2 berubat...

Ada adik kepada Udak aku, terkenak juak cgek minyak pake molah orang sakit tok. Engkah kat kebun lalu, ditinjak lalu sakit. Sakit-sakit lekak ya lalu ninggal koh...

Then, adik kepada adik ipar bapak aku rah batu kawa nun, dah lamak dah gila sebab muda2 dolok nang dah terkena buatan orang. Dari zaman ku kecik dolok, nya nang dah gila. Orang nang molah ya pun dah ninggal. Mejin jak brapa lamak dah? Tedah...

Pesanan kamek kepada kitak-kitak suma, pande la jaga tutur bahasa & tingkah laku mun bergaul dengan orang. Jangan molah orang sakit hati. Selagi dapat dielak, kita elakkan la k. Jangan nak meludah orang sebarang kah, mun sakit ati. Serahkan pada tuhan jak. Sembahyang iboh lupak. Ya jak pendinding kita untuk menepis segala sihir.

Pesanan khidmat masyarakat oleh Encek Al-Siddiq kerana....

saya sayangkan anda semua....

titik

10 things to do to be accepted

2010-06-05T01:03:00.009+08:00

If you noticed recently, in order for a person to be accepted among... ermmm... shud i say so called 'normal' community especially youth, there are certain things that you have to take note to be accepted. If not you will end up being a freak/nerd/loser.

10 things to do to be accepted.

1. You have to be a social-kind-a-person which blend with all kind of people, no boundaries among boys & girls, partying, clubbing, being mean with other people, so that other people will wowed at you.

2. You have to be a fake or lie about certain things, if not you will be called a freak.

3. You have to be not-virgin and had sex, so that you will become 'normal' among the people who proud of their before-marital sex.

4. You have to talk sex with your friend and make it as a normal chat.

5. You have to know how to drive a car & ride a moto, if not you will called a loser.

6. You have to be so fashionable along with the latest fashion, so that you will look cool.

7. You have to be a smoker so that you will look cool, and girls will fascinated at you.

8. You have to know about sports and obsessed with them.

9. You have to go out with opposite gender, if not you will being called gay/lesbians.

10.You have to be a loyal follower of a group with a bossy leader, which obviously will make you look like an idiot but you just happy about it.

You know what.. about the list... i TOTALLY not a give a damn about it. Hahaha... Who cares about not being accepted? I'm an independent man. I don't need a list to be accepted.

People who just scared to be 'not normal' are just a bunch of loser/nerd/freak who has no principles to hold on. C'mon la people... is this a 'normal' life you want? Loser! LOL!

mencairkan diri

2010-05-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

Sekarang saya cair dengar lagu nie. Cair bersepah-sepah / berterabo...

Saya tak pedulik...

Saya rasa di awang2an....

Sungguh indah rupanya lagu arab...

Ohhhh.... tamally maak....

lawatan sambiL xblaja @penang

2010-05-29T01:28:00.001+08:00

Pada 12 Mei yang lalu, aku g Penang. Ekceli x rancang pon... Member aku ajak aku jumpa member lama kat USM Kampus Kejuruteraan kat Parit Buntar. Then, ktorg pon menjelajah la seluruh Pulau Pinang...

Dalam KTM nie... 6 jam lebeh owhhhh...

Day #1: Butterworth shopping mall

Day #2: On the way pergi Pulau Pinang

My bestfriend, Stanley@staind..

Pit Stop #1: Komtar

Hebat tak aku main game dance? Stage 2 tuuuu... tp banyak orang tengok aku terlompat2 so.. I'm dismissed..haha..

Pit Stop #2: Taman Botani

Jalan2 luuuu.....

Adapted from 'Telephone" by Lady Gaga & Beyonce... yikes!!!

Taman yang santekkkkk....

Staind & me, camwhoring...

4 of us... Matt, Burn, me & Staind...

Penang bridge?? I dun think sooo... LOL!

Pit Stop #3: Batu Ferringhi

Nak berakkkk.... tulun3...

Catwalk sebentar ok... ade offer wat show kat penang...ahax!

Groupie?

Familiar? Kapal titanic?

Pit Stop #4: Padang Kota

Haruslahhh...lalala...

BTW...

Happy wesak day & gawai festival..

stop staring at me!

2010-05-27T09:48:00.000+08:00

I'm not cute enough to stare at... period!

The reason of all this emptiness?

2010-05-27T02:21:00.001+08:00

Kepada Geh / Segeh/ Jijot / Ziejah/ Zieyzah/ Nurhazijah bt. Morshidi,

Gehhhh, rindu aku dengan kau eh. Camne tok??? Rindu gilak2. Kau la bezfren/kazen aku sepanjang masa aih. Walaupon kita duak sik bertego agik sebab orang lain, aku tetap anggap kau bezfren aku eh. Tedah nangga kitaduak. Mangsa keadaan. Sebab orang lain kelaie lalu kita duak terpaksa ngekot lalu. Lemah ku mikir koh..

Tauk sik, aku rasa lekak family kita sik bertego nak, aku rasa hidup aku nang sepi lah. Kan aku slalu ngagak kau kat umah. Ngegeh2 nulung kat kedey mak ko lekak aku pulang dari kelas. Kau slalu juak ngabas aku. Poret sampe malam2. Hahaha... ayun depan rumah aku ya nang port pake klaka bodo2 la. Aku rasa macam sikda guna jak aku diam kat kuching agik. Sebab ya la aku apply degree jauh kat shah alam sebab aku rasa sikda guna jak diam kat kuching agik.

Tauk sik kau...lamak duak taun kita sik bertego, mala jak aku mimpi bertego dengan kau aih. Aku tego kau. Aku tunggah kau segeh. Nasib kau maok nego balit koh. Aku pikir kau sik mok bertego dengan aku agik tek. Tapi sikpa la. Dalam mimpi pun jadila. Coba la kita jadi macam saril dengan ewan ohhh... cdakduak sik lalek juak mun family2 sidak sik bertego. Sidak bergeng macam besa jak. Last kau mesej aku 2 taun lepas kau madah, kau tauk kakak kau bersalah dalam hal tok tapi macam ne la mok molah. Terpaksa la nyebelahnya..sebab nya kakak kau. Ermmm... tersepit ktduak koh...

Ada sik last kau agak aku lekak kau praktikal dari Sri Aman ya... cdak mak bapak aku dah dingin dah dgn ktkorg. Aku jak sik. Kau berik salam pon, bapak aku sik nyaut. Lekas2 aku ngembak kau dudok kat luar. Klaka kat luar. Aku rasa kau coba untuk sik mok lalek hal ya, sebab ya la kau agak aku tek. Tapi kinek tok dah terok ok. Pintu rumah kita dah tertutup dah. Mak aku cuma kecewa jak masa nya klaie dgn bapak kau ya. Bapak kau sik mok dah ngakuk mak aku adiknya. Ya mak aku kecewa gilak. Mak aku sik suruh bertego dengan kitakorg agik. Aku serba-salah koh. Kedak kau juak, terpaksa nyebelah kakak kau. Camya la aku.

Walaupon dak Dilla, Diana, Nurul, cdak2 orang tua kmkorg cya nang bencik la dengan kau/ktkorg, aku sik ok. Sik pernah aku bencik dengan kau. Dari dolok gik kitakduak ngekek sama2 kat skolah semenggok, lekak ya berjalan raya sama2 pg umah paizol nak scary tepi lereng bukit ya kat batu 11 kpg sri arjuna, beli tali pinggang indie kat satok ya..haha... pergi kedey perumahan sama2, pergi beli relod sambil membeli barang pake mak kau berjual. Nang nisik ada muka orang lain pergi kedey rainbow malam2 buta kol 6.30 lebih kedak ya...nang muka kitaduak ajak. Ingat sik, kitaduak mala jak nunggah sesama dirikmpun segeh?? Geh camya. Bapak aku nanyak pahal nungga GAY?? Ya aku explen madah GEH sebenarnya, segeh. Hahaha.. lucu bapak aku. Lekak ya berloya berjam2 sambil makan sup maggi kat kedey mak kau..ujung2 minggu. Mun sik pergi meli nasi ayam goreng wak sedan. Mun malas mbak balit, makan cya. Nangggg sikda keja lain.

Lelah aku mikir..camne la kita tok nak berbait bah. Macam sikda peluang agik jak. Macam mustahil jak sebab masalah tok nang dah terok. Sik dapat diperbetulkan agik. Dolok nak masa gik berbait, mala jak aku berjalan ngagak kau. Berloya berjam2. Nang mala jak sikda kat rumah. Mak aku mala jak madah aku berat sebelah sebab mala jak ngagak kau, maka cdak kazen nak lain2 ada juak. Adoh...aku nang dah rapat dengan kau dari dolok. Dah la sama taun lahir, sama bulan gik ya. Cuma kau lahir 4hb aku 18hb..huhuhu..

Aku sik rasa boring. Cuma aku rasa kosong jak. Aku dapat eh termenung berjam2. Sik pernah aku macam ya koh. Kali ya maksud kosong kali. Sejak 2 taun sik bertego dengan kau eh, aku rasa mun aku tertemu kau kat pasar mesti aku masih nego kau segeh. Tapi sik tauk la kau camne kinek tok. Ntah2 kau dah bencik juak dengan aku. Tapi sikpa la..Orang lain sik merasa eh. Sebab aku paling rapat dengan kau. Sebab ya la aku paling terasa. Camne tok owhhh... kau masih make nombor tepon nak sama kah??

Aku nak pergi daftar kat uitm Shah Alam eh, 2hb Jan tok. Aku pergi cya 1hb. Lekak tok sikda la kau bertemu dengan aku agik. Kitaduak pernah juak bah dari jauh bertemu mata tapi sikda juak bertego. Aku takut mun aku nego kau, kau sikmok nyaut. Lekak ya mak aku nganok aku gik. Adohhh... Ne tauk mun 3 taun aku kat Shah Alam dapat membuang masa aku jak. Ne tauk aku sikda gilak mimpi bertego dengan kau. Dapat juak aku melupakan kesedihan aku. Ya jak sebenarnya. Pasal tujuan nak belajar ya, reason no.2. Yang penting aku sik maok diam kat kuching agik.

Ikhlas,
Mubbaraq Al-Siddiq bin Sharkawi/ geh/ segeh/ siddiq/ sedeq

aktiviti di masa lapang: "camwhoring=sundal kamera"

2010-04-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

Sebab laptop aku baru je recover dari masalah wc. 4 bulan xleh save gambar wc at folder picture. Hehehe...

Lokasi: Shah Alam.

Masa: 2.40 pm

Kos: 0 sen/RM

Gimme a chance la.... hak3...

sekarang trend buang bayi; barulah artikel aku tulis tahun lepas nie jadi releven!

2010-04-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

Gejala membuang bayi? Macam lucu plak. Kapel2 kat luar sana.. dah takde keje lain ke??

Meh baca artikel aku nie, taun lepas aku tulis. Bertarikh: 11 October, 2009. Ditulis pada jam 23:14. Jom baca ramai2!!

Artikel: Saya berasa bosan dengan isu "teenage pregnancy"

Klik o(╥﹏╥)o

Its okay.. GOD is still there & GOD will pay for what you did...

jika saya bilang saya 'evil', anda percaya tidak??

2010-04-02T04:13:00.002+08:00

tema: masquerade???

2010-03-31T22:50:00.001+08:00

CAKKKK!!!

p/s: betol2 belaka... aku akan pergi dinner fakulti ahad ini dengan tema 'masquerade'... we'll see ok... hahaha...

M.A.L.A.S

2010-03-31T12:30:00.000+08:00

WHY, WHY, WHY?????

i caNNoT maKe cHoiceS

2010-02-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hari nie kan... hari ahad. Aku ingat nak buat assignment & lab2 repot sumer. Dah siap lab report fizik, then move on to revision bio untuk quiz sok. Naper yek, aku rase susah nak consume sumer nie. Aku bleh menghafal tapi ntah la... x sebati dalam hati aku langsung. Kalo ade sesape tanye pasal bio & aplikasi dalam kehidupan seharian, aku bleh jawab tapi kalo nak kata bio nie sebati dengan jiwa aku.. tidak sama sekali.

Nape xde sape2 yang paham perasaan aku. Aku x minat Bio laaaa.... tapi aku amek sebab parents aku yang mati2 suruh aku amek. Tak nak bantah sebab nak amek berkat. Tolong paham boleh tak??? Bosan laaaa... hafal bende2 camnie. Bile nak habis daaaa....

Tak tau la camne. Tapi aku lebih suka kepada kemahiran kreativiti, art & designing. Seyes! Mase aku diploma dulu, rumate aku budak art & design, aku la yang salu tolong die wat assignment. Excited giler wooo... hahaha... adessss... ingat nak amek minor art kat cni tapi ade kew minor in art untuk fakulti aku... xdakkk ponnn..

So sekarang aku maen telan jeee... aku cuba semangatkan diri aku & tanamkan minat terhadap bidang ini. Kalo aku blaja, aku cuba2 buat macam tengah baca magazine. Tapi realitinya.... tuhan saja yang tahu...

emo_kiddo

There's quite a scene at section 2, shah alam

2010-02-09T20:08:00.003+08:00

If u knew section.2, Shah Alam, there's a food court just next to KFC. That's where i spend almost of my time filling my appetite. LOL. Quite a number of food stall & variety of food to try on. But its not the food that distracted me. There's some kind of scene that really bothering me, which never been practiced in my hometown.

A beggar. Child's beggar. Mom's beggar. People beg for money. This scene is really bothering me & instantly kill my appetite. Not because I'm a cheapskate. No. These people who are so-called beggar force anyone who stop to eat to give them something, if not there won't budge!!! For god sake!!

Almost everyday, I'll come here to eat. And almost everyday they come to beg for money. What is this? A tax? For example, there's a boy come to our table & asked for money. After a few minutes, he still standing there. I was going to pull my wallet to give one ringgit but my friend insisted to give his.

Then, the boy went to another table. Aiyooo... same happened at the next day. If you lucky enough, you will enjoy your meal in peace. If you lucky enough laaa... LOL...

Then, a few days later I saw a little girl beg for money to a table which accommodated with a girls among my age. Maybe the girls are the students of UiTM. At first, they ignored the girl but surprisingly the girl waited at their table like 15 minutes!!! Quite a struggling act. LOL!!! Then, one of the girl pulled a one ringgit note and gave to the girl and then she moved away. Whattt??? What such a word should i describe this???

I dunno if this act is real or not. Are they really a beggar or some kind of syndicate behind it??

Why they seems so desperate looking for money?? Jobless?? Or homeless??

Is it the 'mother' of they child's beggar really their mother or just some kind of cover??

Why no authorities take an actions??

If they seems so helpless, i'm willing to join any charity works so that i can offer them a hand but in a right way, please.If they beg for money at only one time is ok, but if its everyday?? I'm not sure....

Sometimes the things you saw might be cheating your eyes...

penyakit bosan :masalah kendiri (kendiri??? Walllaaa!!!)

2010-02-05T00:22:00.003+08:00

To tell you the truth, there are some certain time where i can easily found myself lying in the battlefield of boredom. Seriously. Just like right now, where i wandering around my house ALONE. People here get busy at all times, they hardly talk to anybody. And these emptiness & loneliness is killing me from the inside.

As for example, my roomate, Kay (as what i had mentioned). When he get so excited online-ing, he will ignored when i talked to him. Just because he get super-excited browsing girls, chatting etc. Yes, online is good but all the times?? Are you serious??

I kinda active & noisy guy. I cannot live without talking. I cannot live without any noise.

My other housemate juz got back from work & he seemed tired. No mood to talk or hanging out. Its ok. No worries.His roomate, also student doing a internship at what-so-ever company hardly being seen in the house. He must be pretty confortable at the outside & come back only to sleep. Ok.

My other 2 housemate, always going out & doing their own bussiness. Then Kay, going for his course test at 8.00 pm and just got back at 11.30-something pm. I waited for him to get something to eat, but it was too late when he reached home & i bet he already eaten outside. He seemed did not bother about me still not eating until now.

I think the problem come from myself, i guess. Because its a nature for people keep doing busy which give me these symptoms where i cannot talk, i cannot laugh, i cannot joke & i cannot being happy. Shows how sick & paranoid i am. I'm strictly NOT blaming them, but again maybe these sickness come from myself. Ermmm... maybe i should less doing that so-called habits. Yeah!! I'll try!

I have to find my own happiness.... i guess...

p/s: Chiow...i have no mood to talk right now & i need to swallow something.. later....

aku membawa diri sorang2 ke KL o(╥﹏╥)o (pul bersyen)

2010-01-22T20:32:00.006+08:00

Camner la aku nak update citer-aku-tiap2-ari-g-claz kalo citer yg dulu2 pon x tulis agi. Hahaha... lepas citer nie, aku akan tulis lak apa yang berlaku during my daily life ok. Bior aku tulih citer nie dulu k. Ok x??? Hehehe... (∩_∩)

Alkisah kan, sabtu lepas aku ikot rombongan (ye2 jew) member2 pergi jalan2 kat Klang. G Bukit Tinggi Shopping Centre. Diorang shopping la, aku idokkkk lewww. Sebab barang2 aku sume dah cukup. Kalo setakat shopping nak tambahkan koleksi, xyah r. Hehe.. Itulah aku.. then sebelom balik, ktorg singgah Jusco kat bawah tuuu... tapau sushi. Ingat nak makan kat umah... buah tangan katekannn...hehe.. ↖(^ω^)↗

Aku sampai umah kol 9 mlm camtu, mula2 member ajak makan sushi kat hostel Jati diorang kat sec.2, tapi kebetulan bas berenti kat depan umah aku. So, aku pon turun la. Babai kat diorang TETAPI sebenarnya, adalah sesuatu kesilapan ˙︿˙ yang teramat besar sebab aku turun kat situ...

Sebab sume housemate aku xde kat umah! Sume xde. Kunci aku pon kat rumate aku, sebab beliau slalu lewat g claz, so sape2 lewat kuar umah last person yg kuncikan. So aku pon bagi r kunci aku kat beliau. Tapi tak sangka sume tu menyusahkan. Sebelom tu, Kay dah msg aku tanye aku katne. Aku cakap, on d way. Tapi beliau lak xde kat umah. Kol & msg sume x dapat. Mana x nye aku dah macam orang sasau... waaaa... ミ●﹏☉ミ

Dah la dok kat negeri orang, x kenal sape2 lak tu. Aku nak merempat ktne?? Aku dah pikir, mati la aku tido kat luar nie. Geram + bengang jugak la kat si mamat nie. Mane ntah die pergi. So, aku tunggu jap kat tangga dalam setengah jam camtu. Lepas tu, Kay xde gak. So aku pon tunggu bas rapid nak pg sec.2, hostel member aku tu. Dah macam sundal (づ￣ ³￣)づ dah tunggu bas lewat2 malam. Cilakaaaa betollll... hahaha...

Sejam lebeh aku tunggu xde bas tuuuuu... sial. Aku dah teramat stress. U dont noe how much ok. Last2 aku kol member satu claz aku, suh antar aku kat sec.2. Syukur yang teramat. Mula2 beliau pon takut2 sebab die ade lesen L je. Then, ktorg pon memecut pg sec.2 sebab takot ade polis wat roadblock. Then, sampai la ktorg. Nasib bek hostel Jati x tutup agi. Selamat jugak gueee...huhu... Ekceli kan... aku yang sampai dulu kat umah, tp perjalanan selepas tu yang macam jauh jew. Ade kronologi agi. Hampehhhh jew... huhuhu...

Then, Kay try kol2 & msg aku tp aku x jawab. Hati gue bernanah... kate Kak Sarimah. Nanti2 la. Geram aku. Then , pagi2 buta lagi aku dah naek Bas Rapid U80 pergi KL Sentral. Aku sorang2 tuuu... aku pedulikkkk aper!!!! Kebetulan nak jumpe Ameer nak amek calculator. Sampai kat KL Sentral, aku pon melantak (‵▽′)ψ laaa kat burger king. Kesian kan aku??? Sushi yang aku beli semalam pon, dah hancus2. Malam td aku dah xde selera nak makan. Btw, aku x mandi 2 hari yakni, sabtu & ahad. 2 hari aku x balik umah. Betollll bhaiiii...huhuhu......

Silekan melantak...1,2,3.... huhuhu...

Ameer pon datang, aku dah mengadu kat die. Die pon paham. So untuk merelease tension aku, die bwk aku satu tempat. Kat bridge KLCC tuuuu...hehehe... best owhhhh... tapi aku gayat ⊙﹏⊙ sket la..

Nahhhh gambo... hehehe...

Sebelom naik.. amek gmbr kat kedai gift lu...

Then, tgk video 3D pasal KLCC japz..

Dahhhh.. selesai... jom naik!!!

start now.... posing2 model wannabe... hehehe...

aku gayat r sbnrnye... hehehe...

beranda nie scary-mary... haha...

dah ok dahhhh.... hehehe...

ameer... my best-friend!!! thanx weh...

tourist-guide KLCC amek gmbr..hahaha...

yayyyyyy....beriaaaaaa.....

lepak japz kt dpn KLCC tuuuu...hahaha.....

tadaaaaa.....

fountain tetiba berenti... huhuhu...

Selesai round2 KLCC, then ktorg pon balik la ke KL Sentral. Cessss... bas Ameer g PJ sampai dulu. Aku dah cuak dah tunggu bas sorang2. Ade la yang lain tunggu bas, tp xtaw r diorng pg shah alam jugak x. Ade kew bas u80 nie?? Berdoa jew bas ade sbb aku tunggu bas kol 10 lebeh tu. Huhuhu... dah la mamat2 india pandang aku semacam macam nak rogol aku jew. Fakkkkkkkk uuuuuuuu!!!! 凸(⊙▂⊙✖ ) Mati la aku kalo xde bas. Naek teksi lew gamaknye. Huhuhu...

Last2 ade gak bas. Syukur amat2. Aku dok la sebelah lelaki india warga emas nie. Aku senyum kat die. Die tego aku, pg mana malam2 macam nie??? Sekali die bukak mulut, bau air setannnnnnn... siallllll betol la! Baru je nak hormat orang tua. Dah tu, siap raba2 aku lagi. (づ￣ ³￣)づ Ape ko ingat aku nie jantan sundal kew?? Setan betol! Kalo ko bukan orang tua, dah berterabo dah gigi ko aku tampar sampai telinga ko berdesing. Ko ingat aku x brani?? Tapi, mengenangkan ko tu warga emas aku pon bersabor lantas aku tukar seat kat depan.

Dengan amarah bermaharajelela, aku pon sampai r umah. Dekat nak kol 11 camtu. Tapi marah aku nie cepat reda sebab kegembiraan (◕‿◕✿) hari tu lebih banyak daripada peristiwa td. Xper... wa cool jeeee...hehe..

So, tension pon dah released. Skang aku dgn Kay pon dah ok. Aku nie jenis cepat memaafkan. Seyes. Hehe.. Amacam?? Its not easy to be me right??? Nie baru 0.5% kehidupan kat sini. Baru jer permulaan dah haru. Hehe.. tapi aku takkan berputus asa. FYI...

(◕〝◕)

THIS IS MY LIFE, THIS IS MY STORY....

its just a beginning....

oh i love my new life!!! Part 2.. \(^0^)/ ....

2010-01-21T00:29:00.006+08:00

Huhuhu... sori bangat. Setelah membuat perkiraan, hampir seminggu tuuuu... aku tak update. Soliiii... bukan aper. Citer banyak la. Blom habis lagi aku update yg nie, ade lak citer lain yang BOOM2 PAW... hahaha... nanti aku citer kesah yang hebat nie. Aku janji aku update cepat2 ek.. o (◡‿◡✿

Okies.. sambong aritu. Benda gila yang aku buat tu... aku cakap kang, korang cakap xla segila mana pon tapi for a first-timer macam aku, memang la citer nie gila eh. Hahaha... aku watpe?? Aku drive sorang2 dari PJ ke Shah Alam.....

Tak hebat pon kan. Tapi bagi aku hebat jugak la. Kalo bapak aku tau, mati la aku. Haha.. Lepas Ameer amek aku dari LCCT, then g KLIA, then pg Shah Alam, beliau suruh aku perati betol2 landmark menghala ke PJ-Shah Alam sebab soknye beliau ade keje. Tak dapek nak temankan aku register. So, pagi sabtu lepas hantar Ameer, aku pon drive la g Shah Alam..

Gila tu. Dah la 1st tyme, jalan highway lak tu. Kalo kat Kuching, mane ade camnie. Hehe.. aku dengan berani-takut pon drive la g Shah Alam. Lepas tu aku salah jalan masuk area section 2.

salah jalan daaa... seksyen 7, shah alam

Ameer gitau kalo nak cepat gune r jalan padang jawa.. terus g umah sewa aku kat section 7. Takper.. berpandukan signboard, naseb bek betol... (≧０≦) Lepas tu jam la pulekkkk... sume budak2 register kan. Aku nak blk mandi daaa.. pakai baju formal agi.

jalan jammm...tolong..

Dah siap2 aku pon g r uitm.. ikot je mana2 kete pg. Aku parking kat Fakuti Civil sbb laluan di tutup sebab sangat jam ok. Then, aku konon2nya nak g r fakulti sains gunaan, area dewan seri budiman tu. Sekali aku tanya mak gad, "Jauh r dik, kene naik bas gak". Hahaha... baek xyah guna kete kalo mcm tu.

jauh lagi daaa....hahaha...

Ahernya aku pun tunggu r bas rapid. Tanye2 sket info kat member2. Member aku suh berenti kat Kolej Seroja, aku dah blur. Tengok2 aku dah terlepas, aku ape lagi. tekan r bell. Terus terjun dari bas. Klakaaaaaa siotttt.... kalut kan?? Aku peduli aper.. haha. Lepas tu, punye la jauh jalan daaa... peluh2 dah haku, ahernya sampai jugak kat fakulti aku yang macam main sorok2 lak dengan aku. Hampeh!

sampai!!!!

Setel sume, aku ingat nak pg carpark civil, aku xde clue. Aku pon bersidai.. macam pelacur..jap r kat area Dewan Seri Budiman. Aku tengok ramai r budak2 (xla ramai mana pon).. berdiri kat 1 tempat nie. Tunggu bas kot. Aku pon pergi la kat diorg. Sebelom aku sempat bertanya, bas uitm pon datang.. yehhh...selamat hamba.. hehe..

sampai situ jer...huhuhu...

Whatt?? Sampai padang kawad je?? Aku pon melilau carik bas. Naik bas rapid, aku hulur sepuluh ringgit, turun balik dari bas aaa... die xnak wet besar. Mana la aku tawww... hahaha... klako je... Aku pon pergi r tanya dak civil, tanye bas tu turun tak kat fakulti civil x?? Nasib bek berenti. Kalo tak, naya je aku. Dah sampai, aku pon drive keluo dr uitm itew...huhuhu... overall, aku bermandi peluh je arinie & wat tour around uitm... serabotttt...haha...

ahernyaaa... yayyyyy....

Lepas tu, terus g KL amek Ammer keje. Taw x ape jadi??? Aku sesat dowhhhh... terus aku trauma... aku sesat sampai MIDVALLEY tuuuu... Ameer dah awal2 suh aku ingat landmark ke tempat keje die, sbb aku dah kalut nak pg uitm pagi tadi terus lupe daaaa... hahaha.. Masa sesat tu, aku lalu bangunan rebung celcom lagi, angkasapuri lagi, aku dah cuakkkk dowhhh... terus ingat nak u-turn, pergi kiri...

Sekali... masuk parking MIDVALLEY tuuu...whuaaaa... nak u-turn, x bleh daaa... one-way je jln ke parking tu. Masuk je la dulu.. amek tiket pulek. Ingat nak kuar terus tapi kene bayar parking dulu la bhaiii... masuk midvalley dulu, nak topap sbb nak kol Ameer, susah r nak carik topap kat midvalley. Adoi.. aku pakai SOS topap jew.. kol ameer terus.Aku sangat cuak tyme tu... takot dahh.. Last2 Ammer bagi direction satu-persatu. Ahernya... im on d right track!!! Yeahhhh!!!! Buat ombakkk... whuuuuhuuuuu....

Aku suh Ameer drive lepas tu, die gelakkan aku jew. Siot ko... haha.. Die cakap, at least aku dah tau jalan. Adoi jeee... then ktorg pegi Shah Alam agi amek Kay. Then kite 3 merayau2 kat KL sampai kol 5 pagi, g uptown pulek tu. Hahaha... then pagi ahad ktorg pon blk Shah Alam...

BTW!!! Housemate aku bwk shopping kat IKEA.. kebetolan aku memang nak beli meja study, sebab kalo nak study aku kene ade proper props... ye2 jew... wakaka..

aku yang terlampau bergambar kat katil display..hehe..

shopping selesai sudeyyyy... haha...

tong sampah, kerusi study, meja study

tadaaa... dah siap... RM45 jerrr... hehehe..

Tu je la.. hampeh kan?? Ade satu lagi citer lagi best dari citer nie.. Seyes!! Sesuatu berlaku sehingga aku membawa diri ke KL sorang2. I'll update ASAP ok.. promise!!! (∩_∩)v..peace... hehe..

oh i love my new life!!! Part 1.. \(^0^)/ ....

2010-01-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

Sorry sangat2 baru update... alamak... macam orang lupa daratan lak. Takde pon. Aku tetap orang yang same. Betol...hehe.. baru jew balik dari kelas nie.. makan kat seksyen 2 shah alam tadi. Member aku ajak. Lantas, bleh gak hafal2 jalan kalo nak pg mana2.. kan2... pes tyme naek bas dowhhh.. kalo kat Kuching, x pernah pon naek bas wooo... hehe...

Camnie... sekarang aku dok umah Ash & rumate aku ialah Kay.. kenal x?? Hehe.. ahernya Kay setuju gak.. memang kawasan aku dok nie memang strategik la. Bas senang dapat, food court banyak, ade masjid, kedai2.. ok la.. takde masalah kalo nak pg klaz.. hehe.. Kay pon pueh hati... Jadi, dekat nak 2 minggu lebih jugak la aku tak update, kira mcm diluar norma.. chewahhh... hehehe.. jadi malam nie aku nak habaq panjang lebaq sket r.. jangan r bosan.. hehe..

BTW, aku dok kat Flat PKNS Seksyen 7 shah alam. Ok.. mari aku citer kesah aku dari Kuching sampai la kat Shah Alam nih.

Kuching: Aku dah siap2 pack barang. Lepas tu kan, yang aku paling sedeh, aku terpaksa antar En. Mok kat umah member aku sebab mak aku dah bagi warning kalo aku takde kat umah, beliau xnak jaga En. Mok. So, aku dengan hati yang luluh menghantar En. Mok kat umah member aku. Aku asek teringat beliau la, sebab En. Mok antara 3 benda yang make me alived di kala aku xdapat sambung dgree dulu selain daripada blog-bloggers & teman rapat:Abby, Farah & Muslim..

i miss En. Mok...huhuhu...

Sampai je kat airport, terus check-in.. punya la ramai. Dah la pes tyme aku naek AirAsia, sebelum nie aku naek MAS jew... berlagak r ko... haha... lepas tu kan sekali timbang luggage... 15 kg overweight tuuuu... taw tak aku byr brape?? RM225... gile apew... melebihi tambang airasia aku. Sebab aku suh family kazen aku beli tiket, tak taw lak diorg beli airasia... huhuhu...

Ok la naek AirAsia.. not bad. Makanan die, aku nak nasik sweet & sour die cakap, kat Thailand je ade.. LOL!! Means penerbangan ke Thailand je ade. Aku pon dah xde selera dah. Penat je FA tu suggestkan makan ini la... itu la.. fyi... aku x act diva ok kali nie.. aku humble je.. hehe..

sebelom FA marah kat aku sbb bukak electronic device.. bek aku cepat2 amek gmbr..hehe..

LCCT: Sampai je kat LCCT... aku ikot je la penumpang len jalan ke mana ntah.. haha.. kan aku x pernah naek AirAsia.. hehe.. masyaallahhh... balai ketibaan rupenye berpusing satu bangunan daaa.. hampeh je... sampai je balai ketibaan.... terus kol Ameer suh amekkan aku.. tunggu r kat depan tu sambil mengusha2 sape2 yang lalu-lalang... boleh je kan.. ehehe..

Ameer pon sampai laaa... lepas tu kene pg KLIA lak.. sebab kazen aku pon nak sampai dr kch jgk. Pelik kan beliau pakai MAS aku pakai AirAsia?? Kan elok kalo naek sama2 MAS. Bleh Ameer amek skali.. x pyh tunggu2.. kazen aku pon dah sampai. Lepas tu kene tunggu member beliau pulak. Aku dah risau dah sebab Ash dah tunggu kat umah sewa sbb beliau msg aku ckp nak blk PJ. Mak aku suh bagi ikan terubok bagi kat beliau bwk umah blk .. dkt nak kol 6 baru ktorg sampai kat Shah Alam. Antar kazen aku dulu... huhuhu...

introducing... Ameer & My kazen, weeda...

Dah bayar2 sume sewa, barang dah angkut, aku & ameer gerak r pergi Tesco. Dekat je dengan cni. Beli la barang keperluan sket2. Malas nak antar blk umah sewa, ktorg terus pg PJ jumpe mak Ameer nak bagi kiriman barang dari orang kuching.. dah refresh sume, ape lagi. Jalan KL la.. haha.. aku jumpe member PLKN aku kjp, Ammer g amek member beliau 2 orang, then ktorg 4 pusing2 KL sampai kol 4 pagi. Haha..

Pagi Sabtu nak register tu, aku telah membuat sesuatu yang sangat crazeee... untuk seorang first-timer.. seyes.. kalo bapak aku tau.. mati la aku.. hahaha.. abang weeda dah lama blaja kat MAHSA agi xde buat segila aku.. seyes.. haha..

Nak taw??? Tunggu part II.. hehe...

sori lama x update!!!!

2010-01-11T02:16:00.000+08:00

Sekarang dah kat selangor... rujuk about me okehhh... nanti update lagi sebab sekarang tengah serabut... but i have a lottttttttt to tell you.. u noe... but in the meantime... pliz be patient k... until i settle down... i'll tell everthing dat happened recently...hehehe...

Miss you all like crazeeeeeeeeeeeeee u guyssssss.............. i miss blogging as well.....huhuhu.... o(╥﹏╥)o

Gmbr takdak motif... orang cakap kalo nak tgk muka orang tu yg sebenar.. tgk muka tyme bangon tido.. dis is me betol2 baru bangon tidoo... amacam.. mata stim jeee...ngaaaa....

Retro je gambor nieee....mcm gmbr lama pon adeee...hahaha...

p/s: I'll update A.S.A.P...how's bout dat????

Titanic sekarang kat TV2!!!!

2009-12-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Now u noe why i'm obsessed...LOL...

Also my recent post... on november 18th..

*My internal obsession...RMS titanic*

click here

Thanx!!!! (^_^)v...peace...

pembaca ke-1111.. hadiah baju dari sickNtired's label..yay.. \(^o^)/..

2009-12-25T17:34:00.009+08:00

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Tadaaa..... 2 hari yang lepas... aku dapat nombor bertuah. Penat aku tunggu2 pembaca ke-1111. Sapekah pembaca itu. Aku pon tak taw. Aku berasa hepi sesangat ade jugak orang bace blog aku yang merepek nie. Sejak dari July 2009... blog nie di view 1111 kali. Makceh..Hahaha...

Tak caye?? Tengok nie.. hehe..

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Lakaran asal...

Inspirasi daripada:
Cover album Avril Lavigne under my skin

Special thanx to sickNtired's production

Sape pembaca ke-1111 bagi alamat ek.. nanti saye pos.. makcehh... dan sape2 berminat.. ade kew berminat?? Limited nie.. mai3..Hahaha...

++ aku berasa lost (︶︹︺) ++

2009-12-24T01:06:00.011+08:00

Its already 12.36 am in the morning & I still couldn't sleep. But I was lucky to have this blog as a guest for me to pour my feeling. Eventually, at 12.37 am i felt lost. Like a person who needs a life-direction to keep on living. Or.. shud i say, i felt a sudden of emptiness..

I dunno why i'm playing spore:game. Its not my best interest at all. Maybe its because my friend, Muslim is always encouraging me to play. He said that these game is among the best games. I'm maybe bad at playing games but i'm still forcing myself into. I dunno.

If someone have their favorite games which they major, i don't have at all.

If someone have some talent that seems they're very good at, i don't have some.

If someone have their own hobbies which give them so much enjoyment, i have none.

If someone have their favourite subjects/course that they devoted to learn, i dont have at all.

If someone have a family trip which give them a reason to live, i dont have it.

If someone have someone to talk/proud about, i dont have any.

If someone have a reason to wake up the next morning in excitement, i dont have that.

If someone have their aims/goals in the future, seems i do not care enough.

If someone have someone who looks so precious to them, i do not care to find any.

If someone have a guts to do something, i do not have that guts.

If someone have friends who always stay behind him/her, i do not have that.

If someone have something to fill in their body, consumed it & make them alived... why i'm the one who felt the emptiness???

I'm so fragile & vulnerable right now, if someone take advantage on me & hold my hand to the darkside, i cannot do anything because i'm lost & clueless.

if its a cross-finger... its dangerous

ミ●﹏☉ミ

my.heart.n.soul

2009-12-22T18:08:00.003+08:00

Tinggal 9 hari lagi sebelum aku menjejak kaki ke negeri Selangor Darul Ehsan. Honestly, i'm a bit nervous because its been a long time i'm not staying dis far from home. Well, i hope i'll quickly adapt to these new enviroments. God speed.

Seperti mana yang aku slalu sebut kat entry lepas2.. aku tengah menunggu wambot aku panjang sikit. Kalo panjang sangat, Cik Hope cakap kang aku kene kejor Pak Gad lak.. hahaha.. gatai r Pak Gad tu.. hak3..

Kurenggg panjang lorrrr...

Zoom sikit...

Kureng kan?? Kalo aku gtau wambot aku natural dark brown caye x?? Hahaha...

Then....

Minah ni already off to UKM to further her Master study... mish u oredi lorrrr....

Next...

Farah, me & Abby... kuar sama2 sebelum aku & Farrah nak sambung blaja...huhu... Gambar blur sebab hp sony aku senang blur.. bkn cybershot katekan... Mish u too Abby... huhu...

Finally...

This precious little guy... i named him En. Mok (Gemok)... i'll mish u too... waaaa....

Seriously saying i will miss 3 of you a lot... its simply because all of u....

my♥&souL

..and i think its enuf for me..

o(╥﹏╥)o

pergi merembat beg indie di India Street.. I.N.D.I E.. bukan India..+ bags for sale!!!

2009-12-19T01:34:00.008+08:00

Aku nak citer sket pew yang berlaku arini. Arini aku kuar pg India Street dengan Farah & Abby. Fyi, Farah nak pergi sambung master kat UKM..huhu.. Ari ahad nie flight die. Btw, aku pon nak pg sambung blaja gak tak lame lagi. Tiket aku 1.1.2010.. 2 minggu lagi... New year lak tuuu... huhuhu... sape nak amek akuuuu..... waaaa....

Jadi, aku pon teringin la nak merembat beg sling indie utk kegunaanku ke kelas sebab beg sling indie aku yang sebelom nie aku bagi kat anak buah aku sbg buah tangan die balit bintulu. Chewahhh...hahaha. Kesian gak aku tgk die. Pew yang aku merepek nieee... adoyaiii.. Kawan aku gtau kat India Street banyak. Betoi kaaa idokk??? Ktorg pon pergi la tengok...

Paham kew idokkk?? Coba pahami...hahaha..

Dah tawaf satu India Street tak dak jgk yang berkenan, aku kureng gemar beg sling yang jenis kulit, then yang jenis shing2/licin-macam-plastik tu. Kendian Abby bwk ktorg pergi The Rock Shop... ~~bukan berok ok...haha..~~ Memang lawa siot beg die tapi limited la. Sikit jew. Ada satu beg nie yang aku berkenan tapi rega die RM59/-. Alamakkk... aku terbawak wet RM60 jeww. Kalo aku taw... genti aku bawak lebih sket wet sebab aku budget nak beli yang rega 20, 30 jew..

Tak jadik la nak beli. Duit tak cukop walaupon hatiku merana... hahaha.. last2 Abby bwk pergi survey kat The Rock Shop len. Ade gak beg camtu. Rega sama. Selepas selesai sesi tawar-munawar.. aku tergezut berok!! Die bagi RM50/- jew... pew lagi.. terus rembat laaa... hahaha..

Jeng3.. inilah die... ada sama dgn korg tak??? Wat ku pergi kelaz jew... huhuhu...

Indie kah??? Sekatiiii jew haku..... indah dimataku...huhuhu...

Sesaje takde citer. Jom selongkar bilik aku tengok2 koleksi beg aku. Mane taw korang nak beli.. mari3... haha..

Beg diadora sling.... tak sure nak bawak skali kew tak...

Beg sling Adidas... beg nie memang common... mesti korang ade gak??... kalo kat UiTM ade sorang mamat nih same beg dgn aku... huhuhu...

Beg adidas nie pon common gak tapi aku jarang pakai sebab aku macam tak seswai jew pakai backpack punye bag... aiyoooo....

Haaaa.... seyesli beg ini memang TERAMAT common... kat uitm memang dah beribu2 lemon yang pakai... apatah lagi kat luar.. memang banyak.. kan3... really i tell you...

Beg kronos... ekceli beg nie untuk simpan kasut but etc... sebab beg nie berbentuk silinder. Beg nie memang pemes dolu2.. mase citer pe ye.. ala.. movie indon tu.. ada pakai beg sejibik silinder camnie. Terus aku pergi beli..... tapi dah kureng dah orang pakai skang...huhu...

Same gak... beg adidas jenis silinder bulat ... cita indon ape yew... aku dah lupe... alamak... huhuhu....

Nie la beg indie aku... indie kew??? Haha... kalo kat uitm memang banyak la dak laki pakai beg sangkut kat bahu camnie. Macam pompuan kan... tapi skang dah commonnn... aku mule2 tak brani juak. Tapi beg nie aku pegang kat tangan jew. Serupa itu macam budak2 skolah jepon maa... pegang beg kat tangan.. ada butul???

Macam nie lew.... kadang2 pegang kat tangan...

Kadang2 letak kat bahu pon leh gak... tapi memang beg dak laki la...

Ada berannnnn pakai beg macam dak skolah jepon?? Haha... Ade tak sape2 nak beli beg aku??? ... lai3.... Tapi undoubtedly, barang2 kat The Rock Shop memang lawa2 dowhhh... Sweater, fedora hat, jeans, kasut, truckers glitter2.. seyesli superbbb!!!!

:: RARELY being a 'DIVA STROP'..gulp! ::

2009-12-13T10:20:00.009+08:00

'Diva'...erm... not-too-nice-word to describe people who just wrongly misbehavior. Me, sometimes (but very rare) when I was under some pressures or circumstances or beyond the control of my cerebrum brain... accidently experienced this kind of behavior.

For example, when i was going for my convocation last October. I was under pressure when my uncle who was the lead man of the tour always get pissed because of my slowish & blurrish attitude. My father was not coming because he got works... so.. me, my mother & my sis & my cousins families were together during the convocation's trip.

I was pretty stress because this trip is not-really-my-daily-trip compared to my uncle which he travel a lot.. so i easily get confused along the way, troubled myself, get scolded at the same time just because i was being a slow as slowmo & confused as psyduck??? Its my nature mehhh...huhuhu...

So, while i was boarding on the plane, I was confused of all the things & ignored my seats number while i just simply asked the steward whose incharged. He pointed out the seat & I just sat with confusion. My eyes was covered with blurry images.

Then, a woman came to the seats & sat next to the window. I was upset because that was my dreams seat. LoL. Then, she asked me about the seat's number & i answered her. She said that I got a wrong seat & I disagree because the steward just showed me the seat. Then, i asked for the steward to come & he said that he just got me a wrong seat.

I was so furious, I dragged my bag from the luggage compartment above me with anger. I heard the steward apologized from the end of my ears. I said..

" WHATEVER!!!"

OMG. I cannot believe what i just said?? That's not me. Must be some devil or Mariah Carey's spirit possessed me. I'm a nice guy & I'm not saying something offending. Its just not my forte.

That's what we called under pressure.

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Then, the next incident when i was having a supper with Ammer at Kampung Baru where i heard someone asking for money which i gave him/her my back. Without thinking... i said..

"NO"

..without seeing him/her face. Ammer gave something to him/her & he received something like pocket tissue right on his palm. To my suprised, when that beggar passed through us, I saw a pathetic-blind-man with his wife asking money for something to eat maybe. I was so sympathy to see that & it was too late to give them something as they were already far away to reach.

ABC & the tissue...

At my hometown, there was this chinese-crazy-beggar who always bothering the customer while eating. He will not budged until he saw someone who was strict not to giving him any. My sis, my gf, my cousins were so afraid of him. Thats d reason when i saw such a familiar scene, i became strict without i noticed it myself.

Thats what we called... based on experience.

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So, I would like to say a millions of sorry to those people because apparently its not my usual behaviour compared to my jovial, happy-go-lucky persona & i'm also a normal person who makes mistakes during my life phase. As the same as you.

Sorry again & next time please be civil... i plead you??

kenapa aku muncul as a lonely?? ::mnjawab persoalan mereka::

2009-12-12T16:10:00.011+08:00

Aku baru dapat rumah sewa nie kat area sec. 7 shah alam. Ameer yang gitau link dak tu, aku pon msg2 la tanya. Ok la kot. Kalo tengok syarat2 nak masuk pon... ok la. Aku bleh cope. Insyaallah.. yang penting not a smoker. Haha.. aku tak smoke okayyyy... hehehe.. Yes, tick...

Tanspot pon mudah2an senang nak dapat, sementara waktu nie la.. tunggu sugardaddy aku beli moto ke. Senang sikit nak ulang-alik (bukan merempit ok).. Kalo beliau nak beli kancil bleh jugakkk... kecil tapak tangan, nyiru ku tadahkan... kan kawan2... haha..

Penat la... kalo bagi kete sport kew... takpon.. chopper kew...

Kawan aku gitau.. kat semenanjung, kancil lama 2nd hand harga die... 3 ribu lebih jeww??? Bior betik??? Tapi kene bayar cash la. Tol kew?? Mcm harga moto lak.

Lagi satu... nie penting... aku SANGAT BOSAN dengan pertanyaan sanak-saudara-sahabat-handai,

" Ko nak pergi belajar jauh2 nie.. pesal ko survived sorang2?? Mana kawan2 satu kos ko?Bawak la diorang dok rumah sewa sekali"

Ha... nie soklan bonus yang bosan dah aku nak eksplen. Bagi merungkai segala kekusutan, biarlah aku menerangkan satu persatu...

~Kenapa aku tak boleh bergantung kat sape2 kalo aku nak sambung blaja~

#1. Diploma Sains (2006~2009)... kursus kritikal yang dimajoriti oleh kaum wanita. Lelaki ciput je... dihujung semester (sem6)...kurang daripada 10 orang lelaki yang wujud (dismiss, quit etc).. x termasuk pondan. Wakaka...

#2. So, masa tu lelaki pon sikit... tambahan pula dalam budak2 lelaki...aku, ammer & aizat, barry sebagai budak non-resident (dok luar sbb tak dapat asrama)... jadi kami kurang rapat dengan budak2 lain.

#2. Mereka yang hidup berpuak2: budak pandai satu geng, suam2 kuku (macam aku) golongan minoriti (mati la aku kalo budak kelas aku baca)... hahaha...

#5. Nape tyme dgree tak dok dengan Ammer, Aizat & Barry

Ammer... tak sambung degree sebab nak keje.

Aizat... dok asrama uitm guna kabel sebab bapak die keja dengan MARA.

Barry... sorry sangat2 Barry. Barry is a non-muslim. Bapak aku suh dok dengan orang muslim.

heran tol...

Aku pon heran... mana la pergi budak lelaki lain sama kelas dengan aku nie??? Aku pon bukak la contact dalam hp aku... Budak pompuan sama kelas aku dulu banyak la... takkan la nak dok dgn pompuan.. tak gitew??

Danial... Tak sambung belajar agi... dengar cite dah keje jadi ambassador. Out.

Farid... pon dah keje bank. Out.

Halim, Haziq Thomas... satu geng bola... dah ade geng sesama budak pandai. Out.

Husni... Budak pervert. Lelaki pompuan suma die raba. Out.

Illyasak... Lepas diploma sambung blaja kat egpyt. Out.

Rusnan... dah kawen. Out.

Tu je la budak laki kelas ku..boleh takkk??? Hahaha... mati la akuuuuuuu......

Dats why la aku kalo nak masuk dgree nie, tak dapat nak dok satu rumah dengan sapa2 budak kelas aku. Lagi satu aku kan lambat masuk, budak2 kelas aku..eh..bunyik macam banyak je.. cuba hitung.. tak termasuk dah keje & pergi obersi..haha.. yang dah masuk tu sume dah settle down. Aiyoooo....

Budak kos lain unite jew aku tengok...huhuhu...

Tapi jangan kesian kat aku sebab aku dah terlalu berdikari untuk semua ini ok. You were wrong if you think Im not survived!!!! Blurhahahaha... Kataku dengan tamak haloba... tapi baik hati.. ade kew???

p/s: Sekati la aku la nak cakap ape pon... blog aku... wekkkkkkkkk..... haha..

could i have this kiss forever

2009-12-10T09:39:00.004+08:00

Masa jalan2 kat youtube..terjumpa lak video nie. Alamak... nie peberet lagu aku.. adoiiii... terpaksa la aku pura2 jadi Enrique kalo nak g karok nie.. yeyeyeyeh.... Whitney Houston... adehhh.. aku minat sangat kat minah nie.

Despite of her drug scandal, kena abused lagi oleh suami beliau (pew nie bang bobby!!), kesian sangat. Just sekarang dia dah tinggalkan si Bobby Brown yang bermasalah tu. Nampak sangat kesedihan die mase kene interview dalam rancangan Oprah tu. Dan, album comeback pon x menjadi sebab suara die dah berubah/lemah. Perform live pon, peminat komen sore die dah tak selantang dulu (fragile2 cenggitu).

But still... i love her no matter what. Her voice is so magical & powerful on her glorious era. Yey... Kak Whitney... saye nak beli album akak...hahaha...

Terimalah... duet peberet saya... could i have this kiss forever...

"Could I Have This Kiss Forever"

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

c/o
Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please

c/0

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

Best kan...aiyooo... begitu natural & flawless...

Teringat zaman muda2 dulu...

Matrik Labuan 2005...bersama pewn ku Pamela... aku so kurus... sekarang dah kembang, ada muscle sikit2... wekkkkkkk (muntahahahaha....)

cerita #1 (Tema: Keinsafan)

2009-12-07T21:11:00.007+08:00

Ade satu kesah nie... pada satu malam yang sunyik2... aku sesaje takde keje(gedik) taruk la fake tatoo butterfly nie kat lengan aku. Ala...murah je... singgit 2 hengget camtu la..kat kedai cina banyak...wakakaka...

Lepas tu kan, aku TERtidoq... aku mimpi ngeriiii wooooo. Aku mimpi aku kat spital, dapat satu penyakit maut la (tak taw sakit apew), Doktor tu bilang(bhs indon sket) la... tapi aku xde la terlantar..takdak... juz aku masa tu duduk atas katil pesakit sambil memakai pakaian spital sambil merasakan duniaku sudah berakhir...bila kau putuskan aku..lalala...

Aku insaf sangat2 masa tu... yela hidup tak lama kan... nyesal pon tak guna jugak. Aku bermonolog dalaman, "alangkah indahnya jika aku masih sihat". Kataku sambil menangisi nasib diri..

Sedar2, aku rupanya bermimpi... cepat2 aku tengok butterfly kat tangan aku tu. Then, aku terus berlari masuk toilet & gosok kuat2 butterfly tu bagi hilang. Serammmm... huhuhuhu.... Nasib baek mimpi je. Astagfirullahalazimmmm...kataku mengucap panjang...

Tu je citer aku. Menginsafkan tak?? Jangan jadi macam aku k...huhuhu...

p/s: Recently busy sangat2, sebab banyak benda nak prepare. Yela, kate nak pergi sambung belajar kan. Nanti kalo ade kesempatan kite jumpe k. Toodle!!!

ngapainnn segala???

2009-12-05T01:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry sebab memang lama sangat2 x update. Rekod paling lama x meng'update' blog. Huhuhu... sebok sangat lately... or pura2 sebok?? Hahaha... ye la.. sebok nak prepare pg degree kan..hehe..

So... ape yang terjadi lately??? Jeng3... tungguuuu...

Nape tangan aku ade butterfly?? Eish3...

Napew tangan aku seperti kena abused???

Tangan yang puteh melepak telah hilang serinya...

p/s: Lalalala....

tersebut la kisah...

2009-11-25T08:09:00.004+08:00

Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menyukai aku semasa aku di PLKN, tapi beliau sudah mempunyai kekasih disana. Akhirnya mereka berpisah kerana aku & aku berasa kekok dengan kejadian itu lantas menghindarkan diri.

Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menyukai aku semasa di PLKN tetapi beliau dicintai oleh seorang pengkid lantas pengkid itu membawa aku untuk bersemuka selepas 1st date aku dengan wanita tersebut

Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menggunakan aku sebagai umpan kemarahan kekasihnya semasa aku di matriks. Akhirnya, mereka berpisah & bekas kekasihnya memandang aku semacam saja sedangkan aku tidak bersalah.

Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang lelaki biasa menyukai aku semasa aku di UiTM. Semasa hujung2 semester, beliau menelefon aku & menyebut "I Love You", tetapi aku mendiamkan diri saja tanpa ada perasaan. Semester kemudian, kami tidak berkawan lagi selepas itu kerana aku berasa kekok.

Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang wanita biasa menyukai aku semasa aku di UiTM, tetapi beliau seperti ingin menguasai aku, lantas aku terus menghindari beliau.

Tersebutlah kisah...ada seorang lelaki biasa menyukai aku dengan mengatakan aku antara 'crush'nya yang ada di UiTM, lantas aku bersikap biasa2 saja & berhati2 dengan beliau. Aku berasa kekok selepas itu.

melantak session...i luv Asian Food Channel (AFC)..

2009-11-24T23:48:00.005+08:00

Saya berasa sangat gembira sebab dapat makan makanan yang sedap2 macam dalam afc. Walaupon tengok chef Jamie Oliver buat makanan macam sukati-die-je-nak-bantai tapi macam sedap je. Kalo pegi Hypermarket tengok barang2 makanan import, macam dalam afc lakz.

Hari nie makan kat Manhattan Fish Market, tapi tak macam pasar ikan pon. Apatah lagi macam Manhattan. Tapi makan ikan je lebih. Ikan pon sodap sesodap harga die.

Minah ikan tidak sabar menjamu selera.

Saya cool saja tapi minah ikan kelaparan...

Sekejap lagi diorang antar...

See...sodapnya....mari melantak..bismillahhhh...

aiyarkkkk....cepat2!!!!

2009-11-19T23:19:00.013+08:00

Tinggal sebulan je lagi sebelum mendaftar (fyi: 2/1/2010).. aku blom sedia lagi. Pergi kew x nie?? Jangan x jadi sudeyy ... Neves pon ade. Aiyarkz..

The most important thing is wambottt aku. I have to redeem my old signature hair. The 'perfectly undone' hair ...hahaha...dan2 jew..penting kew?? X penting langsunggg...weiii...ko nak pergi belajar ke nak pergi melancong??....wekkk...

Currently...this is my hair (short & spiky)

Boring Look...

VS

Messy Look

Aku memerlukan rambut yang messy & perfectly undone.

Maybe...something like this..

Keith Urban (penyanyi country music)

or

Luke Snyder from As The World Turns (soap drama)...

Or

Atau macam nie kew..

Chace Crawford 'Nate Archibald' from Gossip Girl

atau

Macam nie pon bagus jugekkk..

Zac Efron from High School Musical

Atau

Yes!!! Definitely like Joe Jonas!!!

Joe Jonas from Jonas Brother

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Definitely NOT this one!!!!

arggggghhhhhhh....uwekkkkk....

p/s: Wahai wambottt...cepat la ko tumbuhhhhh....

my eternal obsession...R.M.S. Titanic...

2009-11-18T09:41:00.017+08:00

Lupakan hal tawaran aku tu..ada sebulan agi..rilex la..hehehe...tapi dah kene start pikiaq ape benda yang nak nak prepare...i'm so out of joy...haha..

Entry kali nie ilmiah sikit..pasal kapal Titanic. Aku obsess kat kapal titanic sejak zaman pilem die lagi. Hehe.. Bukan aku obsess kat citer tu je tapi aku obsess kat kapal tu jugak. Impian aku nak naik kapal besar (bukan kapal titanic la..mana wujud lagi)..atau nak wat restoran ala2 suasana dalam kapal...lalalala..

pelayaran sulung..

Fyi, kapal nie berasal dari England dibina oleh Syarikat White Star Line, pelayaran sulung merentasi lautan Atlantik pada 10 April 1912. Dikatakan kapal PALING besar & mewah dan menjadi kebanggaan England..hahaha (evil laugh)..

My collections so far...sikit je...

poster model kapal titanic

pelan kapal titanic

opkos vcd ori..hehe..

badges ugok...

bookmark satu jeee..

buku panduan buat model kapal titanic

History of R.M.S. Titanic

Berlayar dari Liverpool, England. Dikatakan 'unsinkable' ship sebab kapal nie la yang paling canggih pernah dibuat dalam sejarah dan 'tidak akan tenggelam', kata org puteh la..

close-up pelan die..

tenggelam dari bahagian depan kapal..

nie la bahagian depan dia...

nie plak vontot die..

isi dalam buku titanic tu..

sebelum departed

Siap ada 'certificate of clearance'...nampak x kat gambar atas tu?? Bende tu mesti diisi oleh pegawai bertugas sbg tanda kapal yang membawa penumpang, untuk memastikan serobong kapal tu dalam keadaan baik, equipment mencukupi utk sesebuah kapal & utk memastikan bilangan penumpang tidak melebihi yg sepatutnya..kononnya la..

Mereka2 yang pemes sebab kapal nie...(realiti & movie)

Yang sebelah kanan tu, J. Bruce Ismay. President White Star Line.

Dalam movie...

Kapten Titanic, Captain Edward John Smith

Dalam movie lak..

Thomas Andrews, pengarah & pereka syarikat Harland & Wolff, yg membina Titanic

Dah nama pon kapal mewah kan..x sah la kalo xde org kaya2..lelaki yg kanan tu Sir John Jacob Astor IV, orang yg paling kaya dalam kapal. Harta die kira2 87 juta..haha.. bersama bini ke-2 dia yg baru sja dikahwini sebelum berlayar.. ala.. pompuan simpanan la tuu...

Daripada movie..perasan x??

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Melanggar bongkah ais (iceberg) kat tgh laut Atlantik dan tenggelam 2 jam 48 minit kemudian (kejap je kan..huhuhu).. pada awal 15 April 1912 ( 4 hari je)..

p/s: Kapal nie dikatakan cuba untuk melawan kuasa tuhan kerana dengan bongkaknya mengagung2kan 'The Unsinkable Ship'. Gila wattt... last2 Tuhan bagi tenggelam jugakk..

saYa saNgat geMbiRa saYa daPat!!! Yay3!!

2009-11-16T23:27:00.010+08:00

click lagi beso kalo nak tgk...hehe..

Ahernya...aku dapat jugak tawaran sambung dgree kat uitm shah alam. Macam x percaya jew. Ekceli, aku salah isi borang untuk intake july. Sebab tu la xdapat. Lepas tu, bapak aku suh isi lagi. Alhamdullilah dapat.

Nama: Al-Siddiq (keturunan Syed kew celup? Jeng3x)
Program: Sarjana Muda Sains (Kepujian) Biologi
Sains Gunaan(bukan ubat guna-guna)
Tempat mendaftar: Fakulti Sains Gunaan
UiTM, Shah Alam.
Semester: Disember
Tarikh: 2/1/2009

Selama aku menunggu tawaran nie, blog nie dan kawan2 blogger la yang jadi fokus utama aku meluahkan perasaan. Nasib baek ade korang, kalo x mesti aku makin depressed.

Sebab blogging pon dapat membantu aku mengatasi my difficult times (BM dah berterabo da). Dah la tak dapat pergi intake july, kene tunggu lagi intake dec. Alamak!!! Macam x caye jew...hehe..

Aku...tak percaya....cinta...aku tak percaya C.I.N.T.A....ahak..

Thanx a lot u guys... aku takkan lupa untuk meng'update'... jasamu tetap ku kenang... hehe... dun worry, I'm still me. Al-Siddiq yang optimis tapi blur, berhati murni & love writing :)

I hope she will also get it...aminnnnnnnnnn....

SHAH ALAM!!!! HERE I COME!!!!!

a memory that i wished i never experienced

2009-11-15T22:36:00.012+08:00

Sounds stereotype aite?? Obviously not a ghost story. Ekceli it's true. These thing happened when i was in PLKN 2005, group 2. Where??? At Kem Paya Indah Wetlands, Kuala Langat, Selangor.

The scariest thing is where a major riot happened here. Its like a riot that you saw on tv like in Timor2, Timor Leste or wherever. Just the difference is this bullsh*t happened in a local rural area & just kept in the closet for a while now i guess.

Reason: one of the favourite PLKN male instructor was accused(or not) as the one who responsible for somekind of (maybe) harassment towards some female trainee. I dunno. People talks u noe...

guess where was i?? The one wearing specs..peace..

Dat late afternoon, all trainees (u just imagine how much trainees) gather to protest d accusation. Trainees ignored the camps activities. I saw they surrounded the instructor's jeep who had to leave the camp. All of the trainee HAVE to be involved, no matter what. Or else, you will being beat up!

All the dorm's door being punched into a hole, the speakers in each dorm being brutally destroyed, people doing a Hajat Prayer for the safety of everyone, people shouting and screaming. Its a major disaster..

During the night, its even worse! The f*cking gang who leads the riot forced everyone to be in the uniform (celoreng one) and joined them to do some damages. At first, I was eating dinner at the dining hall. Then, someone shouted, whoever still in normal clothes HAVE to change clothes immediately!

Why changes clothes? Obviously its a sign of protest. Seriously, I'm so scared at that time, I wished I was at home. Its a pain-in-the-*ss for anybody who not voting at which side instead we have to involved too for the sake of this obsessed/selfish people.

The nightmare ended at last...

What happened to other instructors. They can't do anything. Because our numbers is much larger. The chief instructor even said that, he cant do anything. Just let it be.

I feel ridiculous to wear uniform at night, but its for our own safety too. Moreover I'm an outsider whose not from the area. Then, we continue to eat. I saw the riot that night, makes me shivered to death.

People shouting & screaming, burning the garbage bin with the flare soaring high, kicking whatever objects. Asking for that instructor to come back. Then again, i heard someone shouting that the police came and who was in the uniform will be arrested. I thought that i was ended in jail.

You guess what?? All trainees ran back to the dormitory to change clothes. The night is much like a hell to me & i wish i was never exist than have to face these difficult times.

Thanks god I'm still alived despite of everybody acting crazy that day which whoever can get hurt/injured/died.

I still remember the face whose the lead to this riot. People says that, some people just being born evil u noe... and i think he was..

That was my scariest moment ever in my life and its disturbed my sleeps sometimes.

13; I hate it

2009-11-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

1. I hate it when my parents turn on their peberet radio station in the car.

2. I hate it when my sister act unmatured, childish & played dumb.

3. I hate it when I act nicely but instead i received a very bad output.

4. I hate it when a person actually know me but he/she pretend not to know me.

5. I hate it when my clothes seems to be the exactly d same as the other person at the same time.

6. I hate it when people who judge others without knowing them.

7. I hate it when people using mobile phones during driving.

8. I hate it when my sista take control of the tv remote control.

9. I hate when someone almost died because of his/her own stupidity but yet god given a 2nd chance, he/she did not appreciate it.

10. I hate it when my mom asked me what i should wear or what i shouldn't.

11. I hate it when my sis smirk at me and make joke about it as i make attempt to do my prayer.

12. I hate it when i smile to whoever, he/she give me a bitter look.

13. I hate it when i saw a guy holding his girlfriends handbag.

P/s: Why 13??? Coz today Friday the 13th....wait for Jason come to your house tonight... hiiiiiiii....

ahad lepas tengok phobia2

2009-11-11T00:38:00.009+08:00

Ahad lepas, aku, kakak aku dengan due org kazen aku pg tgk phobia2. Ekceli hari sblm tu, ade gak survey2 MBO, member2 aku ajak ramai2 tgk pisau cukur. Aku macam ermmm....

Last2 aku tak tahan agi, aku ajak la kakak aku & kazen aku tgk phobia2. Besssttttwoooo...bagi aku la. Phobia1, aku da tgk da. Kat channel boxoffice ade.

Phobia 2

Kalo citer antu Thailand, aku memang overexcited!! Haha.. sebab mostly citer Thailand nie..pes2 buat kita tertanya2 lepas tu ooooo....baru paham. Lagi satu citer Thailand nie, jalan citer die KREATIF & X STEREOTYPE. Cinematografi die SUPERB!! Tabik la..

Citer HongKong pon best..especially citer Pang Brothers yang wat The Eye tu...hehehe..

Aku pon berangan..kan best kalo aku berlakon citer Thailand..sebab pelakon2 die memang sempoi la..i tell u...

Sebelum tu..makan dulu..pewot bunyik..hik3...

Kazen aku due bradek..kakak & adik

Aku & my sis yang kepoh...haha..soriiii...

MBO yang santekkk...

Galeri pilem2 lagenda..

Mengedikz sekejap kat dalam hall..

Bagi aku citer nie memang best...4.5/5..haha..ok x? Jalan citer yang menarik & kreatif, angle2 shot yg cambest, pelakon2 yg sempoi, makeup antu yg betol2 nampak seram, suspen, mcm2 lagi la..korg tgk sendiri k..

Macam nie la citer yang best...yay!!! Nak tgk 2012 & new moon lakz...hehehe..

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Amacammmm??? Ade macam pelakon Thailand x??? Sawadeeekaaa...

maRi beLaJar bahaSa saRaWak (mY neW linK)

2009-11-08T09:08:00.008+08:00

As for you know, i have a new link/blog for my sarawakianz & those who CAN understand da language & for those who WANT to understand d language.

It my sound a bit like native language but its not..those who can mastering it completely like my friend Ameer (org semenanjung), will see the beauty/honesty in it..trust me bebeh!! Hehehe..

Happy learning The Legendary Bahasa Sarawak

click here.
www.sikdapatdicobo.blogspot.com

Everybody is invited!!!!!

saYa Nak amEK arT & desiGn taPi suGardaDDy x suRuH...pekahhh??

2009-11-06T01:55:00.004+08:00

Ini adalah imej aku tidoq..terlioqqq....

Tengah2 tu cermin...nampak x?? Kalo xnampak..kawen orang tuaaa...haaa...

Kalo aku cakap sketches tu adalah aku...caya x?? Hot nerd kan2?? Hahaha....

Nak terjun bangunan kene bukak spek duloooo....

Perempuan itu gedik....lalala...

Uniform yang cool.....hehehe... beg silang yang aku ske...

aKu mENAndaTangi konTraK...jEng3x...

2009-11-03T21:58:00.017+08:00

From now on, i'm Al-Siddiq the owner of murkysouldiary.blogspot.com will heartfully vow to obey of those i stated in this contact which apply from 3/11/09 until 12/12/09.

*My Diet Contract*

-->EVER LIST<--

1. Drink plain water 8 times a day regularly.

2. Eat more fruits & try to avoid too much carbohidrated food.

3. Do exercise.

4. Try to eat 'lauk' alone.

5. Eat slowly.

6. Try to drink half hour after eating.

7. Try to cheat my body by exercising with an empty stomach.

-->NEVER LIST<--

1. I will not eat junk food that i think it might be junk food.

2. I will avoid eating rice but replace it with bread or crackers.

3. Do not eating after 7.30 pm.

4. Try to divide the my meal into half portion.

Signed by,

Al-Siddiq

Target

My glorious day: 2005

My other glorious day: 2005

p/s: Best of luck!!!!! Wekkkkkkk.....

banYak2 kerJa...kerJa apA yaNg senANg???

2009-10-31T20:47:00.008+08:00

Aku slalu jugak terfikir..banyak2 pekerjaan..pekerjaan apa yang paling senang. X kuarkan peluh, tak stress, gaji masyuk, etc. (selain pekerjaan tu la.. lu pikirla sendiri..haha)...

Penat2 aku fikir...haaa... jadi model la paling senang..tapi layak ke..wakakaka... semata2 nak dapatkan pekerjaan paling senang-lenang..memang stereotype..hahaha..

Lalu, aku pon berangan...kalo jadi model..cambest jugak (tapi belom tentu cambest)...

Aku pon bukan taw sangat hal2 peragaan nie.. minah nie la slalu citer kat aku... aku tukang dengaq je la..hik3..

Dengar citer minah nie mengagumi Kate Moss..supermodel British...Kate Moss nie 169cm je..pendek kan..ntahhh..but the highest paid supermodel (ada aku kesah??)..hahaha..

Camner??? Leh jadi Kate Moss tak?? Haha..

Aku...hik3.. ntah lor.. nie..haha... mamat sebelah kanan tu nama die Baptiste Giabiconi..no.1 model lelaki..hehe..

See... what i mean??? Hehehehe....

Posing baju melayu pon ok jugak...wakakaka...

Kucing aku(kiri: Encek Mok) pon aku nak jadikan model jugak... model makanan kucing...miaw3..hik3..

Tapi saya cintakan Alessandra Ambrosio...

Aksi2 merepek model wannabe...

p/s: Lalink...jom pergi audition....wakakaka...

adAkAh seoRanG kAkak yaNg TyPIcaL camNie?

2009-10-30T20:00:00.006+08:00

Geram sesangat dengan kakak aku! Dari dulu lagi kedekot nauzubillah. Jangan harap la nak makan duit die. Penat2 je aku hantar ambik die pulang keje.

Barang die ko jangan harap la nak usik. Henpon die. Aku xpernah usik sebab kalo aku pegang dari jauh lagi die dah tengking aku.

Apatah nak pinjam kredit atau pinjam satu sms.

Makanan die kalo dalam freezer, jangan harap la nak mintak. Kalo aku bukak freezer, awal2 dah die warning, "Cokelat aku jangan usik, aku nak makan".

Dah la aku pergi hantar die keje kol 6 ptg..lepas tu aku terpaksa menapak kat mana2 sementara tunggu di balik keje kol 9 mlm. Macam pelacur carik pelanggan pulak aku. (xde ketan)..

Hari die terima gaji tu, die kene cashkan gaji die sebab boss bagi dalam cek. Kene cashkan kat AM Bank. Tengok2 bank xnak trime sebab salah tulis tarikh, aku drive lagi pergi tempat keje die. Dah la jauh.

Ingat dah settle, tengok2 nama bapak pulak salah tulih. Last2 sume x jadi. Yang die pergi sumpah2 pekerja bank tu watpe. Yang ko tak check dulu sapa suh.

Die dapat keje pon sebab aku yang push die. Aku yang carikkan keje untuk die. Die nie slow sikit. Die dapat keje mase bday aku. Bapak aku dulu2 pon dapat keje tetap masa bday aku.

Maybe aku ialah 'The Lucky Charm' kot...gedik2.. (xde ketan)

Betapa banyaknya pengorbanan aku sbg seorang adik. Die ingat x. Betol jugak cakap orang. Duit boleh mengubah seseorang. Tapi tidak aku. Aku tetap macam dulu.

Walaupon sume manusia sekeliling aku berubah sebab duit.. aku tidak akan.

Aku akan survive sendiri2 kalo mak bapak dah xde. Kakak aku xleh harap langsung.

Aku pernah cakap kat die,

"Aku lebih rela merempat dari makan duit ko"

Keji kan aku...lala...x dulik3...

Yang pastinya, aku x rapat dengan kakak aku sebab beliau yang membuat JURANG tersebut. Sekian terima kasih. Clap3x..

p/s: Aku paling BENCI orang yang mula2 xde duit, xde keje lepas tu ade duit, ade keje bagus berubah jadi berlagak!!!!

i thoughT i was dying bUT i'm sTiLL aLiVed

2009-10-29T17:36:00.007+08:00

I never thought that my nick 'sick & tired' will threaten me someday. These pass 3 days I had this bad fever. Only today I've been a lot better.

I kept thinking of the fatal disease that consumed global community, THE LEGENDARY 'SWINE FLU'. Its never being fussy about the victims. Everyone might have possibilities to get infected.

During that period, i kept thinking that i might be dying. I have these symptoms like fever, flu, cough, a bit of muscle pain, vomit, headache only my fever is not 39 degree c as what swine flu offered. (ehh??)

I assumed I got it from someone at the airport due to the the health securities is leaking there or maybe I got it from someone who sneezed at Jalan Masjid India or people just coughed during my convocation day.

I read all the articles that i can find in the net just to assured of that disease. How to prevent it, how to detect the disease. I was telling myself, if tonight my fever rised up to 39 degree c, I'm sure I'll be dead by tomorrow.

When the bacteria infected my lungs, thats when I have trouble in breathing. The next thing is, I'm not here anymore.

Even i had fever, my parents doesn't seem to care enough if their childrens is sick or not. My conversation with father ALMOST sounded like this;

Me: Pa, do we need to go to the clinic...to check whether you know....

Father: What about tomorrow?

Me: What if i die tomorrow?

My father just kept in silence then but yet they still ask me to send my sista to work! I asked my sista whether at the clinic where she works provide free treatment for family member of the clinic staff.

She said, I still need to pay.

I was lost & desperate & just waiting for the day to come. But, luckily today i feel a lot better. No more symptoms. I'm good as new. (ehh??)

I keep praising my prayer to god who still giving me a chance to stay alived. I'm sooo blessed & i will try to make my every moments as precious as i could.

p/s: Pray to GOD whom all the blessing flows.

meNciNtai pEpeL bUkanlaH saTU jenAyah

2009-10-27T12:27:00.007+08:00

Kebelakangan nie aku slalu kan bagi entry heavy2... fening2.. pew kate aku bagi entry merepek pulak sebab ekceli aku kan ske merepek (bidang major aku) sebab tu la aku ske baca marimerepek.blogspot.com (xde ketan)...mebi sebab aku ske makan kerepek pisang kot..sedap la i tell uuuu...

Topik hari ini ialah pepel=purple (omputeh cakap).. kaler addict pernah dgr x?? Gila kan..

Taw2 je kazen aku bagi lampu meja pepel mase bday aku.. Diana & Nurul..tenkiu bangat..hehe..

3 pasang je baju pepel aku setakat nie la.. nanti la tunggu aku jadi kaya..kalah redmummy..hehe..

Nie lak design aku wat sendiri untuk baju Hari Rekreasi Diploma Sains (2007)...SFrost=Science Frontier..hee...ok x???

"It's just an ordinary day, the rest is up to you"

Disebabkan kegilaan aku, telah sedikit sebanyak mengheret kawan2 sama klaz mengunakan baju pepel base yg aku design..hehe.. x pedulik2!!!

P/s: Purple addict doesn't mean I'm GAY!!! You STEREOTYPE!!!!! Bluerrkkkk!!!

haRi saYa konVo@uiTM.sHah.aLam

2009-10-25T23:16:00.009+08:00

Wow!!! Its a been a week u noe I suffered from cannot-blogging syndrome...sooo asonansi & aliterasi tol..hehe..

A trip for convocation pon best walaupon penat... berkejar kesana-sini..adoi la.. i wished u could bring along laptop..but barang so banyak..haha..

Seat back & relax & enjoy my latest pix during my convocation day at UiTM Shah Alam..

Me, weeda (kazen aku) & Ameer baru kuar dewan..

Drama king & queen in action! Wekkk....

Sebelum masuk dewan.. aku, ellycia & Danielle

Haa...kene pakai mask...stylo mylo.. bagi hand sanitizer agi tu..huhuhu...

ramai sangat..aku sidang ke-12..t.hari..huhu..

Gambar aku yang kurang nampak..gambar skrin putih..

Aku beria try baju malam sebelom konvo..baju spons..hehe..

Check jap transkrip aku..mana taw salah..(muka ketat=wajib)

dahhh..betol..baru bleh loncat2...

aku camwhoring kat kedai kain, jln masjid india..teman kazen2 shopping..huhuhu..

tema indie kali ini ialah putih...

kat kl sentral..aiyooo...

saya penat la...

wat pole dance..

p/s: Thanx to all the bloggers yang bagi wish kat aku...hehe..thanx...

ALERT: Bad neWs & gOOd newS..(updated)

2009-10-18T13:16:00.004+08:00

Bad NEWS~

Aku nyer slot broadben tu rosak. So, u noe why I'm not updating & commenting kat entry kawan2 bloggers aku. Sorry... Hehe.. Well, korang taw la. Kene pergi baiki lagi, kene atur lagi, tunggu lagi. Banyak sangat kerenah. Mebi siap 2,3 hari siap kott..Adoi la..Sabar je la aku..huhuhu...

Good NEWS!

Aku akan pergi konvokensyen kat UiTM Shah Alam dis 22nd of Oct. Sidang petang untuk Diploma Sains. Flight aku ke KL is on this Tuesday, flight tengahari. Sampai hari Sabtu or aku dok umah member kat Pj sampai masuk dgree. Berangan tol...hehehe..

So, mane taw terjumpa korang ke. Kat mana2 terjumpa ke. Tegur2 la k. Or aku tegur2 korang dulu. Hehe.. Mane2 la k.. Hehe..

I will keep updating on that event or i wish i could bring d laptop. I wish.

Tata!!!

santapan mata (random pixca!!)

2009-10-14T23:09:00.011+08:00

Korang rasa2kan... camner pemandu tu nak drive?? Macam jungle of hope pulak aku tgk.

I'm not a big fan of Secret Recipe but I juz choose a cake that is almost sold out..my only clue shown that the cake is yummy?? Lolz~

Sape2 a huge fan of SR..ape nama cake nie??

Jalan2~

Me & Farah..chelsea2!!!...wakaka..

Duxburry the not-so-lonely guy~

Up, up and awayyyyyy~

Again??

Nampak ancient x bangunan tu?? Hehe..

Made in Malaysia!!!! Teramek gmbr selipar aku skali..hehehe..

#3 stooges in action!!!

Thanks a lot to Mr/Miss x all the way from Europe city & Plano!!!

siCk N Tired's bLog

im so pathetic

Mumbling to myself

kenapa mesti malu kalau kantoi?

Raja Lawak Fakulti Sains Gunaan (FSG)

a promise that a friend want me to

happened recently *mode malas*

fasa seterusnya: Lebam

kenapa perempuan cubit sakit?

11 things we are not bestfriend

hari pertama full g klaz sebab semalam dah tuang klaz

skuter aku hilang sebab? Jeng3~

perlu ke orang bace blog aku?

ini bukan post berunsur kenegerian ok!

seLamaT taHUN baRu 2011

jika kawan saya seorang lelaki menyukai saya, apa patut saya buat?

Ever heard? A modern story of 'A Walk to Remember'

i'm not proud of myself

Mood: Tiada perasaan

ego oh ego... can u step down please?

jom! Go genting! (∩_∩)

things that I don't understand myself

salam ramadhan kali ke-3 sebagai blogger

Makceh beri award.. len kali beri la agi keyh~

my ideal boyfriend

lagu no 1 dlm hidup u?

Tak nyesal tukar course? Napa tak teruskan saje?

kalau awak nak kapel kan, awak ske yg dri negeri mane?

lucu kan?

i'm a risk taker

vavi? ⊙﹏⊙

i baru je bca blog u.menarik. ni nk tnya sket. org sarawak ni mmg ensem2 ke? coz ramai geng sya yg dri sana sume ensem t'msk la u jgak.. trimas!

ask me anything ........... (づ￣ ³￣)づ ❤

kenak polah o(╥﹏╥)o

10 things to do to be accepted

mencairkan diri

lawatan sambiL xblaja @penang

stop staring at me!

The reason of all this emptiness?

aktiviti di masa lapang: "camwhoring=sundal kamera"

sekarang trend buang bayi; barulah artikel aku tulis tahun lepas nie jadi releven!

jika saya bilang saya 'evil', anda percaya tidak??

tema: masquerade???

M.A.L.A.S

i caNNoT maKe cHoiceS

There's quite a scene at section 2, shah alam

penyakit bosan :masalah kendiri (kendiri??? Walllaaa!!!)

aku membawa diri sorang2 ke KL o(╥﹏╥)o (pul bersyen)

oh i love my new life!!! Part 2.. \(^0^)/ ....

oh i love my new life!!! Part 1.. \(^0^)/ ....

sori lama x update!!!!

Titanic sekarang kat TV2!!!!

pembaca ke-1111.. hadiah baju dari sickNtired's label..yay.. \(^o^)/..

++ aku berasa lost (︶︹︺) ++

my.heart.n.soul

pergi merembat beg indie di India Street.. I.N.D.I E.. bukan India..+ bags for sale!!!

:: RARELY being a 'DIVA STROP'..gulp! ::

kenapa aku muncul as a lonely?? ::mnjawab persoalan mereka::

could i have this kiss forever

cerita #1 (Tema: Keinsafan)

ngapainnn segala???

tersebut la kisah...

melantak session...i luv Asian Food Channel (AFC)..

aiyarkkkk....cepat2!!!!

my eternal obsession...R.M.S. Titanic...

saYa saNgat geMbiRa saYa daPat!!! Yay3!!

a memory that i wished i never experienced

13; I hate it

ahad lepas tengok phobia2

maRi beLaJar bahaSa saRaWak (mY neW linK)

saYa Nak amEK arT & desiGn taPi suGardaDDy x suRuH...pekahhh??

aKu mENAndaTangi konTraK...jEng3x...

banYak2 kerJa...kerJa apA yaNg senANg???

adAkAh seoRanG kAkak yaNg TyPIcaL camNie?

i thoughT i was dying bUT i'm sTiLL aLiVed

meNciNtai pEpeL bUkanlaH saTU jenAyah

haRi saYa konVo@uiTM.sHah.aLam

ALERT: Bad neWs & gOOd newS..(updated)

santapan mata (random pixca!!)

happened recently mode malas